ILOVEYOU {♥}

2009-05-06T21:46:00.002+07:00

should i be ... Happy OR Sad?
Hmms , Today ( i nearly typed first day of school -.- ) ,
Went t school early ! Super~
Well , morning something happened ): i dontwanna say wad happened .
Its a very hurting stuff for me .

Headed t sch , quarrelled w dad :X
Was in class alone & then Gail came in t gossip for awhile ;x
then bi came to sch & so i went t accompany him

First period Math , Know whad ? Know whad ? Know whad?
I scored FULL MARKS for my math test :DD YAY !
i win Sha-nel Wee! Cos she always say she's clever , pretty , cute & walk on red carpet -.-
LOLS! Well , we've already decided t study tgt one whole grp some time :)
i think that wont happen , all of us will end up sms-ing , gossipping , draw things , take unglam pics & so on .
Thinking of it , me & bi also always say wanna study , bt always ended up watching movie ;X

Okays , then Lifelit , took temperature .
Me & a grp of them rubbing th thermometer on our skirt/pants
& my temperature was like .. 40.9 degree & Suhui's one was 42.6 i guess .
LOLS!

After tht , headed home with bi ,
Fell asleep ;x
& woke up & rush for tuition .
Learnt alot today ~ HappyHappy!

Bi , sorry ; i didnt know tht ure jealous ,
i thought u didnt wanna talk t me today .
I seriously dunoe how u feel , ur attitude affected mine ;x
i love you , i dowan any problems already please ):

2009-05-05T17:33:00.000+07:00

Girls , I miss you all sooo much !

After seperating , our SGN also lost contact .

We seldom meet up now , or i should say never got th chance to .

Busy preparing for exams , lazy t go out , hanging out w classmates , boyfriends ..

We were all single when we were apart , now , all blissfully attached (:

Spending more time w boyfriends than anybody else .

I just miss you girls Seriously very much ):

Let's meet up soon after exams ,

At least a day ..

& also a humility gathering please !

Miss these loyal peeps! ):

Sister PBT , rmb?

2009-04-29T19:50:00.002+07:00

This isn't right ...

School is pretty alright today .

Very worried about my math . Ive missed one week's plus plus lessons & a important chapter ):

& i still have to sit for a test tomorrow .

In dead meat , Seriously .

After school , went to AMKhub t watch 17again w th girls ,

Its a very nice show (:

But was abit sad that bi was not with me , kept thinking of him .

Msg-ed him , he didnt reply , after he replied & the show ended , i immediately cab & rush down to my house . He & th guys are swimming there ,

Small quarrel w him & headed home , flame & tears seen in my eyes .

Having mood swing , girls out there should know why~

YeapYeap , Im very difficult squeezing out my time for both sides ):

If i join bi & nt th girls , they will get angry ,

If i join girls & not bi , bi will get real upset .

If its like today , i think we will quarrel forever ;x

Alrights , end here , Its a short & boring post .

I shall edit again i swear (:

2009-04-24T13:18:00.010+07:00

Friend-less?

Well , now everyone is talking about friends , friends & friends .
Wad's so good about them when they are not true friends?
I know , between two close friends , conflicts do occur , but ? I think mine was* too often alrdy !
*was - past tense

I Should say , im trying my very best t let everyone go now ..
Im free from friends . You may think that , that is a very bad thing .
But i can tell you , u've got all ur freedom .
Im a kind of person , i can come t Friend A , and then to Friend B , and then to Friend C .
I dont like sticking t one friend all the time ..
So now , i jus got DJ & Bi (:

I find tht im really free from those unecessary troubles from friends.
Or i shouldnt called them as friends .
I know , you can see that im lonely now .

I still have two person in my mind , Amalina & Jiajie ..
I can go to them when i needed somebody . But when they are with .... , i wont go near them .
Yeaps , letting all my Girlf's go isnt a easy thing to do .
So now , im giving myself sometime to forget about the past & start anew ;
I dont need close friends from other class neither .
I prefer being alone , or with th loyal people (:

If u think tht u've alrdy got ur revenge .
The answer is 'Yes' .
This revenge , is a revenge i gave you .
You could be happy w all th girls . i dowanna treat them as toys , who they wanna follow , is their own choice .
so please do not find trouble with me , im sick & tired of all these.

I think these problems could save me from my headache (:
A illness , throughout my whole life , No one could save me . Mum , is very sad about it . saying tht she brought me up so difficulty .in th end , wad ive given her , a burden .. Medicine & doctors every week .. Her heart ache seeing me taking medicine . Wanting t puke . feeling uncomfortable th whole day .

So im trying t be happy (: I wanna get into NAFA , (Nayang Acadamic of Fine Art ) I wanna grant all my wishes tht has been keeping in my heart for years (:

End here , im going dwn t th swiming pool t find bi (:

Well , all i could add in is .. I jus simply miss those days in PohHuat . cliques , Catching ? , Jokes , Laughters , Hanging out tgt . Why mus one person simply spoil th whole thing? forget it .

2009-04-22T16:22:00.003+07:00

Did i chose th right path?
Curently very vexed , troubled , stressed once again .
Okays , i didnt know why .
My tears can just roll down if u ask me t cry .
I think i can be th next famous actress -.-

i didnt attend sch today once again .
I gotta stay strong for now .
& complete my 72 qns of maths .
Tht's how i suffer in the end , not attending school for like .. 4 days?
The tcher is crazy i tell you !
She give Loads of homework & she's never absent for sch . Only ONCE !
Ohmygod , She's worst than MsNormala !

I hate math ! No matter how hard ive tried , i'll still end up being a failure
Science , my grades are dropping , tutor confirm gonna be not so happy with my result .
Humanities , that one i dont have to say anything .. i didnt even touch the project , im dead !
MT ? Worst ! i shall not say .

I dontknow why cant i be happy .
Like bi? he fail also happy go lucky , he dont even care !

Im not happy anymore .
I always have problems w fren , Yes i know ..
Friends could not feed us when we grow older , that's wad bi told me .
She may not be a true friend? or she is ? i couldnt tell from anything
this small prob is making me going crazy !

How i wish i could just leave th school & do something more meaningful .
Like attending courses that i like?
FashionDesigning course is great !
But i guess i gotta wait for another ... 3 & th half more year ?
Shags ! T.T

Well ,
My true frens are all running away ,
DingJu , Luckily u didnt :D
Bi , ure th loyal one <33

End here ,
GARRR ! headache TxT

2009-04-18T21:03:00.005+07:00

The most scariest dreamt ive ever had .
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Okays ,
i didnt attend speech day tday ,
Thanks t my headache .
Cant see my dear boy take award .
~shags /

He came t look for me after tht , so sweeet (:
till his mum complaint ;x
& Ven also came ..
They watched transformer .
Ohmygod , i only watched th strting of th movie .. til th middle , i fell asleep on bi's lap :X
Im soooo tired ! stupid medicine .

As th movie ended , Ven went home .
We went t sleep after tht , Bi's practising piano
Believe it? Im teaching him ' Right here waiting '
& whenever he couldnt get th note , he'll get so pissed .
:X LOLS ! he's sooo damm cute !
Previously , i always laugh at him when he couldnt get th right note ;x
i believe he can concentrate & learn well (:
Bi , u jus need more time t get it right .

After awhile , my head hurts till i needed t see th doc for a 2nd time .
Send bi home & headed t th 24hrs clinic .
B-O-R-I-N-G !

Doc said i got a illness called ' Migraine '?
*dontknow wad is it? click on the word for link *

Th first doctor worst -.- say i got dengue ask me go for blood test .
O.O
Luckily i didnt go back to th first clinic .
th doctor is insane !

Yahs , consultation ; If u dont get better , come back again , i will 'arrange' you to a hospital .
3more days , depending on th medicine . If not ?
'qeeeee' in hospital -.-
I didnt know tht this small headache can cause so many things ):
Ive made bi very worried .

After that , went t hgmall t have a walk & then to bro-in-law house t pick sis up .
Headed t sengkang swimming complex ? not for a swim but for dinner (:
A hidden restaurant there
I lost my appitite ):

After that , headed home (:
Talking t bi :D

i dont think i should be angry
i wanna be happy , Stress have alrdy made me like tht .
See-ing me ended up in the hospital in pain really can make u people happy?
Yeahs , go on then , disturb me , give me problems
Since life in sch without me is soooo fun -.-

People , dont be too thick skin (:
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Deelan ! i love you ! Muacks !

2009-04-15T11:34:00.004+07:00

Im back t blogging again :D
found tht my blog had rot-ted ;X

Im Sick !
):
Had already had this stupid headache the past two days.
& the pain come & go each time !
I hate th pain ):

WokeUp today & had blur vision , Guess ive got tumor :B
LOLS !
Didnt attend school .
Slept & slept & slept , going t end up playin in th mud like pigs soon -.-

Regretted didnt attend school .
8Periods for tday only ..
4hours & can go home , But i hate Math & Humanities ):
Sucky ..
That MrTeo , after he got married , his attitude change like dunoe wad ..
Like t scold people , no more funny jokes all -.-
&
Im actually still deciding if wanna go for Speech day ,
Well , could see baby take award is a good thing ..
But waking up early is a bad thing .. Summore it's on Saturday ..
Ahhs! wasted ! wasted !

Well , Life is so boring now .
Ive also told Bi , Nothing is satisfied ):
Im not a happy person anymore ..
I miss those days being happy everyday ,
Mum told me t take out all my piercings & put it back after one week then i'll be so damm happy -.-
Yah , i know its true .. But i wont do sucha lame thing .

Quickly graduate from this sch ,
Seriously ! that's wad i eagerly wanted now .
I wanna get in NAFA quick ! I cant wait t design stuffs !

Well , i shall end now
Here come th pain again ):
Still have tuition & maybe piano at 7pm onwards later ..
Pity me yahs?

Bye Peeps!

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2009-04-11T19:58:00.003+07:00

Tired .

Waiting for tht boy t come
530 , believe ? T.T

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Tagged by DINGJU ! (:

1. Beside your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- Neh ahs? wad a question -.-

2.How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
- Headache ): GEEEZ !

3. Who was the last person you took picture with?
- Boy? :B Bt deleted ):

4. Would you consider to be spoilt?
- Eh? dontknow :P U say leh?

5. Would you ever donate blood?
- Yeap , Dad always does that . He also encourage us t do so when me & sis grow older . It's a good deed man ! :D

6. Do you have a good friend of the opposite sex?
- Yeaps .

7. Do you want someone dead?
- Yeah , William in our school (:

8. Whats does your last message says?
- Later come find u , dont worry ! = by Hubby

9. What are you thinking right now?
- My Boy

10. Did you wish someone was with you right now?
- Yeaps!

11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
- STM , ive forgotten :B Very early

12. Where did you bought your t-shirt that you're wearing now?
- Taiwan? :B

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
- I SAID YES ALRDY RIGHT !

14. Who were the last 3 people who text you?
- Sudarshini , Bi & Dingju (:

15. Tag 10 people to do this quiz.
1. Baby
2. Sudarshini
3. JiaJie
4. Suhui
5. Ziling
6. ShiXian
7. Jasmine
8. ShuXian
9. Amalina
10. Gail ?

16. Who is number 2 having relationship with?
- Suda ! LOLS ? :X i dontknow !

17. Is 3 a female/male?
- JiaJie ! Female laa !

18. If 7 and 10 get together , will that be a good thing?
- Jasmine & Gail ! Yes (: Lesbians alrdy -.-

19. What is number 1 studying about?
- baby ! He love studying abt Bio and all sorts of sexual thingys (: He's a horny one .

20. Is number 4 single?
- Suhui ! Yeap (:

21. Say something about number 5.
- Ziling ! Piercing siaoo :B

22. What do you think of number 4 & 6 together?
- Suhui & Shixian ! LOLS ! what do u think?

23. Described number 9.
- Amalina ! A Pretty & Talented girl (:

24. What will u do if 6 & 7 fight?
- ShiXian & Jasmine ! i will giggle (:

25. Do u like number 8?
- ShuXian ! Duh ! my Nuer ehs ! LOLS !

2009-04-10T11:19:00.004+07:00

The most lamest even ive went to yesterdayy ..

Sports day -.-

Sch was boringg , Im so addicted t art !

I could sit with bi & can draw like almost all sorts of things (:

Unfortunately , art was like only half an hour x(

Then we gotta get out of school ,

Baby cab & went home with me (:

Slacking at home & didnt wanna move .

After tht , knew it was late then we strted rushing ,

Dont realy feel like going ..

cab t stadium once again , have nothing t do there

See people run , nothing t do ..

Sha-nel was also running & playing catching with Jestine .

then have 2 cartons of drinks so we poke hole on th cap & play .

After awhile , T1 & A2 got taiji -.-

We strt playing & they gotta end for us , thts wad bi said .

halfway through , we did tried t ran away frm th stadium ,

Bt th NPCC guarding th gate -.-

Van , tried t ran out , bt kena caught. LAUGHS LA !

after th whole lame event , we went t Hgmall t have dinner while bi & his frens went t my hse for a swim .

Went home after tht (:

Eh boy ,

dont try t ask ur useless bitch ( female dog { i wont scold bytch} ) girlf' join our clique la please

like one idiot small boy ..

Stick t bi jus cos wan backup , timid like one ass .

Be our clique's dog & i will allow her t join th clique ..

LOLS la . Fuck off .

Come FETCH ! sit , stay , stand !

NO ! YOU BAD DOG .

2009-04-02T17:26:00.002+07:00

1st April
Yesterday ,
Its april fool's day , i didnt fool anyone :B
actually wanted t fool sister , bt im afraid she might cry .. So might as well forget it :X
WAHHH ! bt when i thought of it now , like wasted ;x

Sch was boring .. Rahmat's class he so call 'shouted' at me ):
Im so pissed with him . Asking me t write down names who is nt in their seats .
Im nt even in my seat !
I looovveeee sitting w baby :B

After class , Bi went home with me ,
Went home & fall asleep w him ;X
Then wokeup & had lunch/dinner :D
After that he went home ..

Today ,
its th same thing as yesterday .
Life's soooo boring !
):

2009-03-26T17:48:00.000+07:00

I know , Lying is not good .

But ? ive lied to know th truth .

I just wana know wad's going on there .

Am i in the right or wrong?

i dont know ..

I only know that ..

Life is getting more miserable day by day .

Why can't we just get back to the past?

Must friendship really spoilt the whole thing?

Sometimes , i dont really care .

Today in school is fkin boring

Hall Assembly F.Yeo is talkin craps up there ..

& Then Math , ive forgotten t bring my Math book . OhShags !

Luckily MissTan is kind enough , so i have t pass t her tomorrow (:

Recess .. Then Lifelit ..

We were making so much noise purposely ..

So Much noisier than yesterday but know what? No names were recorded in the class diary ..

Woah ! Picking on us ..

Art was alright .. ilove mrs sim lahs ? She's so goood okais .

Yeahs , better than E.Chia -.-

At first

Science , emo cos no1 t talk t ..

Then ..

scolded jestine . I Admit , cos when im talkin t bi , she keep coming in t interupt

ask me t do this do tht for th project .

i dont care abt th project anyway .

Humanities & science . Im preparing t fail u two (:

Cos i hate everything ..

Chia , ure something .. so i hate u too

rot in hell , asshole (;

i shall stop trusting people now ;

i only trusted my boy because he know wad is the word 'loyal'

I hate fuckers like you backstabbing all of us .

2009-03-25T21:23:00.000+07:00

Happy 1 Year Anniversary t myself & MrDeelanRaj :D
i will loveyou forever alrights!
Thanks for th Joy u've given t me this one year (:

Today , as our 1 year .. Yeaps , suppose t be soo happy ..
But know what ? my 'owner' changed our places ,
& Yeap , thanks t E.Chia , ive sob infront of bi ..
Cheer , clap , Smile ..
Yeahs , thank her (:

Okay . Stright to it
That Short lady changed our seat .. th contract strted only yesterday .
She said tht if we know hw t behave , we can sit wherever we wan .
YahYah .. & Some idiotic Small Childish people playing , talking & Making so much noises , we gotta change t the seating arrangement she've gave ..
Yeah , wad a evil woman .
Cant take it ..
I tried t attitude her & wanted t make th class noisy . But when i look at bi , i almost tear-ed .
How sad can i be .. i dontwanna meantion here wad is going on at bi's side ..
We're seating very far from each other ..
& i hate people ard me , believe these ppl sitting beside me?
Zulhulmi , th guy who NEVER talk t me BEFORE for this 1yr3month++ ,
Azlinah , th 'i donknw who'
Zakee , All teacher's pet (counsillor) -.-
& me Sitting ..

Okays , why always have t be like this? Why cant we sit anywhere we want ..
Fuck E.chia upside down
No life , Yeahs , wad kinseng said is right , ure just treating us like DOGS under obedient training by you -.-
Im th worst dog in class . Doing all stupid things , incharge of this & that , i wanna stop doing all these shyts for you , cos i get nothing after doing all these .

Yeah , thanks for changing our seats (:
i didnt knw how t do th science project .. i talked t u rudely ..
i attitude u . U not happy with , wanna see me tmr ? Well , u know , im STUBBORN .
Can u control me? Ohh NOOO ! Even my parents can't . u think u could?
Laughhs!
You made us unhappy , im now making u back (:
U wanna talk t me ? i will jus walk away like wad ive did tday ..
Ohyeah? u know what ? i felt so 'cool' when i walk away like that .
i felt so happy in my heart cos ive made u angry & dissappointed in me (:
Im overjoyed , jovial .. Jus everything ..

i just hate u for spoiling my mood .
u will be my dog my next life ..
Sucker

2009-03-22T19:33:00.000+07:00

Well Well , Im 'forced' by this guy .
-- 'Full body tattoo & with a big tiger head at his back'
Tht Appeared in my dreams -.-
& a nickname 'nutty'
:XX
Guess who? Winner will get a prize -.-

WellWellWell , i shall talk more abt th Trip then , since i really have nothing t type?
Laughs yeahs ~

17March ( Tuesday)
After enjoying myself with th cliques ,
i headed t changi airport at 6am .. Smsing my boy . He's very sad about it as we're not gonna see each other or contact each other for this 5 days ..
Went t th airport , have breakfast there ,
Okays , i still remember i shared with matildaaa a pathetic $1.90 Nasi Lemak .
When we open th packet , There's only a small tiny fish inside with th rice & chili -.-
Hahs! & I bought SoyaBean milk . HAHAHS !

After eating & everything , then board th plane & Fly off to taiwan .
4Hours & 10mins flight ..

First time on china airlines , Daddy told us that there were NO TV & NOTHING up there .
jus seats -.-
Me & sis of coz couldnt take it & keep making noises !
Then we ended up on th plane happy cos there's tv (:
Know what? im listening t HighSchoolMusical3 & th movie .
Kept repeating again & again .. As there's nt much movies t watch ..
Btw , there's also twlight , seems so lame .
i havent watch th movie . believe?

Btw , coinsidentally , we & Liting took th same flight (:
Saw her bt didnt even say hi t her knwing tht it is rude
Cant help it ! cos of my ugly Short BANGBANG fringe .. i didnt dare to .
I shall tell her in sch !

Reached Taiwan aiport .. Not really that nice ..
There's people from the tour bring us t the hotel .
So off we go (:

Lalalas~ took this (:

Reached hotel , went shoppinggg !
t 'WuFenPu' nothing much t shop ):
Then t XiMenDing !
SUPER NICE ! people who go to Taipei , must go XiMenDing t have a look .
Really nice for shopping spreeee ;DD
After everything , went t hotel t sleep (:
Still msn baby . Luckily Clever daddy brought his lappy ;

18March (Wednesday)
2nd day , had a tour ..
With tourguides all .. Bring us around taipei .
Meseum & all ..
I shld say , its kinda boring ;X

We Visited places like :

See people like :

& took picture like :

Its kinda cold , & hot .. th weather is sooo coool ! ;D

Can see from this?

Yeap , went t XiMenDing once again t continue our shopping spreeee !
There's many 'stray' dogs there
Well , for my 'stray' , th dog has breed but it doesnt belong t anyone .
it's walkin all around th shopping street ..
Im soo damm shocked t see a Doberman walking around with no leash !
OHMYGODDD ! Im so damm afraid its like gonna bite people around it -.-

19March (Thursday)
Slept like dead Pigs , didnt wanna wakeup ..
yeap , u know who .. Me & Matildaaa of course!
Dad & mum pisssed ! LOLS !
then forced ourself , washup & down to th hotel t have breakfast .
Everyday breakfast th same thing -.- sians diao!

Afterwards , went to Taipei 101 (:

BORING ! many of us spoilt our mood as due to soo many people there !
Bt in the end , we managed t get up there ..
So boring cans?
Jus see th view up there -.- Nothing t do .. Of cos , mum took loads of photos once again ..

This cutecute (: Taipei 101 .. ( th eyes & mouth or nose i dunch know )

After tht , we cab down to ShihLing (:
Ate th ' Chou dou fu ' Smelly doufu?
LOLS , kenasai ! sooo bitter lyktht . & smelly !

:D
Shopped till 12+ ? & headed back t th hotel (:
Bought stuffs for frens & Baby (:

20March (Friday)
Went t hot Spring (:
So disapointing -.- th 'tub' sooo small .. jus lyk my hse's bathtub ;
LAUGHS ! after tht left th place ..
Then
Did our las day shoppingg (:
SianSianSian !
WalkWalkWalk here & there ~

21March (Saturday )
Im sooo damm tired !
check out hotel at 12pm & tour bus came t bring us t airport (:
Shop awhile in th airport ..
Mummy's sooo damm Happy she brought her Burberry wallet & bag & she's HL-ing there
4hrs 10min Flight once again
Back t singapore ,

Wanted t give baby a surpirse .. Bt too tired !
Fk lor .. soo damm angry
Then went home & to sleep (:

22March (Sunday )
Woke up at 9 ..
Bi came my hse (:
& Slept ! ;D

--end here .
iloveyou bi ..
Wednesday ! i cant wait !

2009-03-17T19:34:00.000+07:00

Today
Taipei's Hotel room ..
Sweeeeet , but without baby ):

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16Marcho8
9 more days t 1 Yr anniversary ! :D

Woke up & know what ? My boy is lying on my bed ..
He woke me up -.- but i didnt care about him & continue my beauty sleep ;x
He keep disturbing me ..
After that , immediately went t prepare & off to meet cliques .
Alot of th girls dontfeel like going .. -.-
Went t vivo t slack . Intend t go Sentosa , but due to th 'heavy' rain , th trip was cancelled .
went t arcade , guys played pool & girls stick t DDR
Actually wanna catch a movie , but didnt know what to watch ..

So was slacking in vivo .. Then played hide & seek ..

Then in th end all went home .. How lame can we be?

baby was veryvery sad ):

I shall skip this part ..

Baby , iloveyou . dont sad kays?

2009-03-10T19:22:00.001+07:00

Yay me . Im welcoming my childish/bad attitude back once again -.-

Congrats me .. Clap People Clap !

Speechless

2009-03-08T22:53:00.000+07:00

Suppose t meet my Bi today .. But didnt have th time to ):
He went out in th morning , return in th afternoon & i went out in th afternoon & return at night ..
Parents wanna watch movie .. Slumdog which i didnt wanna watch
So me & Sister went t watch Marley & me instead..

2 Thumbs up for the movie ..

Is Highly recommended :D Funny , Touching & Loving

Suitable for couples t watch ..

But me & sis -.- Forget it . I cant treat her like my couple cos she's crying away ..

Caught th show at 630pm & ended at ard 830+ ..

Went t NorthPoint .. Walked around .. It's really very boring .

Meetup with parents after their movie ..

then headed guardian bought my SkinCare stuffs :BB

Spent loads . Poor Daddy gotta pay for everything ..

After that headed home & does my Math hmwrk ..

Im in deepShyt cos i didnt really know hw to do ):

Gotta flunk my next test again ..

Well , shall Sleep now :D

Hubby's sleeep soundly now :B

End Here , BYEEEES!

Okais , i wrote my feelings out is t vent anger on my blog

Not t let people envy our r/s & show off ..

Laughs ! I vent anger on my blog better than someone venting anger on innocent people !

& you dont have to go around telling people that i will be crying in a few yrs time when deelan breakup with me ..

I have confident in this relationship & We will last okays?

Dont be Jealous yahs? i know all ur relationship only last about 1 or 2 day/s ..

ohmygod ! Please stop going around flirting people luhs ..

Look at your 'pretty' face before flirting & see if u are able to flirt anot ..

u know who my ganSIS like u still go flirt .. Shameless creature !

Dont think your appearance change you very pretty alrdy ..

yahs, pretty with those OILY HAIR ! 'LAUGH OUT LOUDDDDD '

Just making people around you PUKE !

& i dontknow why u always like to find trouble/fault with people ..

Then when problem started , u will be th one crying & telling alot of people tht chinese girls bully u all ..

u talked bad about me in the past .. Let bygones be bygones , i dont care .. i forgive you ..

But ure getting too far seriously .

U think what? Jus because JiaJie tried t pull us back & i apologised then i will apologise forever?

the answer is IN UR DREAMS alrights?

I cant stand people like u . I have no problems with th other girls but i dontknow why u like to strt a fight & saying sorry later ..

I treated you good but we're not close . i dontknow why because of this u can pick a fight ..

Yahs i knw now u didnt say anything ..

But why ure going ard telling people i cry all these shyts?

Please la . Wakeup & stop being Jealous ..

Watever is not urs , it cant be urs ..

Tags Replied :

-Thanks many people for telling t last long (:

enjie : LOLS ! dont care about school's dogs . They indeed loveeee t bark !

jiexian : JieFu , thanks ! You Las long with Matilda too ;D

LayTeng : Thanks Thanks ! Dont jealous (: hahahs! Takecaree!

2009-03-07T20:17:00.000+07:00

To,

AMANDAL.

yeahs , i still rmb it .

the first time i gave u a rose .

u were so shy to take it ;x

than force u take .

than u so blur dunno wad to do .

than pass to u ,

than u said iloveyou .

hahax . wen i think of it , u were so scared at that time.

at that moment , u were sick .

than give you already , slowly walk to ur house .

along with , er , if im not wrong ,

its , norvan , andy , suda , dingju , chanel ? or got more ?

i not sure ehhs ;x opps !

lol .than walk till your house ther , the rest went the other way .

i send u off outside the gate ther , than u slowly walk home alr .

than i also walk .

than ,

~THE END~

2009-03-07T17:56:00.000+07:00

Boy , Remember this?

My first gift from u :)

iloveyouuuuu ! :D

2009-03-01T19:56:00.000+07:00

Totally no mood okays . Totally ..

i havent been like this for a long time alrdy ..

R/s is a 2 person thing . Adults , dont act pro & chup in -.-

This involve us not youu ..

I Hate school & im force t attend tomorrow's lesson ):

But nvm , Bi & i alrdy plan haohao say wanna be very close in school tmr (:

But when i thought of it , i jus got so pissed ..

Stupid fat dog in school .. -.-

Yesterday

Sister one whole day not at home .

Cos of their 11th month anniversary

Me & Bi's 11th month ? -.- forget it ..

Went t prepare all .. didnt have th chance t meet up with bi ):

Fuckub !

Totally no mood .. Then cause dad & mom to quarrel cos of my attitude-.-

Wadever cans ..

went out , Meet up with sis & went th NATAS thingy ..

Parents wanna go oversea .. walk ard th whole place ..

So Coinsidence .. Saw KianHao there ..

Laughs~ He giving fliers there .. Kelians ..

Then Parents plan for th trip , i dowanna chup in .

Where they wanna go , i'll jus be like a dog following behind .

My first time not happy going overseas ..

reach home ard 11+ going t midnight ..

Tday

lonely th whole day ..

Cannot talk t my boy , cant meet up with him , cant look at him ..

Who causes all these? Stupid dogs incharge of th school ..

Suck up to MOE only.. Assholes _l_

Know what? i only can see him during school hours ..

After that? both of us gotta shoo home ..

Who's fault? Dogs in school ..

We cannot go home tgt ..

Who's fault ? Dogs in school ..

We cannot hang out in school only both of us

Who's fault? Dogs again !

These dogs are really getting into my nerves ..

forget it ..

Thurs , Fri , yesterday , Today , tomorrow , ONE WHOLE WEEK , another week ..

Not my day ..

Depend if i got th mood to blog .. let's see wad happen ..

im gonna blog on Tues , let u ppl see how th DOGS are being scolded by my parents ..

Hahs!

Thanks to :

Wantheng& Friends

&PASSER-BY

Your friend

passerby !

Dawn

Gloria

2009-02-27T15:48:00.000+07:00

Alrights ; tday , im venting anger , 'apologising' & typing how i feel ..

Firstly ..
My school is a fuckub school ..
*School will nt be reveal .. Lucky for those who knows which sch im am in(:
They have a suck up DM .. Yeaps tht's true ..
Fucking asshole !
BGR outside school only ..
Hughug , hold hand all needa say until murder case ma?
my parents embarassed ? embarassed lahs ! my taiji mehs?
is how they feel .. needa tell everyone mahs?
Ehs fuck you lahs , we hold hand & play play all only needa say he touch me anot?
we're playing & hitting each other ..
we didnt fuck or sex under th void deck right? -.-

& th resident there , u niahma ehs cheebye ..
U said u gt kids & we're behaving liddat infront of ur kids.
Yeahs? first place , we're free letting them watch Educational show without asking u t pay ..
& secondly , where u gt ur SPERMS TO HAVE UR KIDS? ur husband right?
Yeahs , everyone need a partner t strt a family nxt time ..
is depend like sooner or later only rights?
i will prove t you n TH DM THAT ME & BI WILL LAS LONG ..
we're alr coming t a year alrights?
i even had his name .. ( i shall nt say )
Yaya wadever?

U fuckers all in school have no rights t stop our relationship ..
i swear i will kill ur kids if any of our relationship goes wrong ..
'friend' know where YOU stays okays fucker ..
Ur mama die manxzxz !
Fucking OM u fuck to ur mother side too ..
bigfucking ass .. Only knw hw t cane cane cane people ..
Like wad? Inhuman ass ..
You people all treat us like animals & u all are training us ..
U all fuck off all ..

End of Venting ..
Bii , i know .. but u gotta trust me for this ..
No matter wad P tell me , i wont breakup with u ..
i didnt know why , i love you too much ..
Even though i was forced by parents , or by anyone i really respect , im not gonna respect them this time ..
b'cos if i didnt have you in my life , i guess i wont be leading happy life now ..
I knw friends ard can make me happy .. But u also ..
th funny person in my life showing all kinds of stupid faces :D

Bii rmb th previous there's also got a case in school ..
Im sorry .. i influence wad tht fucker DM said tht asshole GOH said las time ..
& we ended up havin loads of problems in our relationship & broke off ..
i hate it .. i also didnt feel good but luckily we patched two days later ..
:) ure th most important person in my life ..
u're good listening ear , ure someone nice t cry on & ure th most nicest teddy bear for me t hug ;x i knw this sentence is lame .. but jus tikam tikam knw hw i feel alrights ..

Bi i really love you .. i thought ure influence by wad th fuckers said this time & wanting t break off with me ..
i really dont want our r/s t end like this ..
im really silly las time okays?
now i trust you alot .. so im not afraid ..

im not afraid going through thick n thin tgt ..
i wanna be with u all th time ure down & i need you t be with when im down ..
i need ur shoulder t cry on ..
i need ur hand t hug me ..
i need ur love deep down frm ur heart ..
If u suffer , i mus suffer with u ..
if ure homeless , i also must leave home (:
I feel safe whenever ure around .. i feel protected with u with me ..
i feel so lucky t get you in my life ..
im th most luckiest qirl t get you ..
i Really love you alot ..
No matter wad the fuckers said on Mon or Tues t my parents ..
i wont leave you ..
Trust me .. U really needa trust me ..
i wanna prove t people around me that we can treasure this r/s ..
i wanna show th whole world that we will be like this loving forever ..
i wanna tattoo ur name in my heart .. U will never be gone in my heart & mind ..

i love t see ur act cute face .. (bt its really cute )
I dontcare wad others say about u . as long as we're happily tgt .. i really wouldnt care ..
i love t feed u during recess :D

If you go Boy's home , i shall nt go to school til ure back ..
i will giv up studies n for you ..
as u know , we studied well for Common test is for our future ..
when i got back my science result , i knw i have hope .. i studied is all because of you ..
i wanna earn loads of money ..
i wanna buy u your Mercedes , Ur bike , ur toyota wish ..
We mus earn tgt alrights?
& u must buy for me th 30k ring & my money everyday for my shopping spreeeee !
U promised me th 30k wedding ring rmb? & u promised me that our GRAND wedding will be held at Fullerton hotel ..
U even promised my mum to bring her around th world aft we married ..
I knw , we still have many years & a long way t go ..
I want a house of our own with baby darella :D

People reading my blog , u people will think that im silly t type all this rubbish out?
for me , this is not rubbish .. as long as both of us is very confident n loving ..
i know n for sure our r/s will las long ..
u knw? everytime we quarrel .. even our BIGBIG things ,, Deelan will be th one letting me & giving in ..
Whenever i got bullied by people , he will go scold/beat th person .. not scared getting into any trouble .. he does all this is bcos he love me .. i can sense it ..
His love .. is really th most precious & great thing on earth ..
i will not leave him ..
no matter wad happen .. He's mine .. People cant snatch him away from me ..
& i trust him that he wont fall for others ..
We've already swear t each other that we wont leave each other ..

Trust us .. our love is going t last ..
Let's see in 5 years time .. we'll still be tgt
my blog's not gonna be deleted .. (:

I knw i love t hong las time ..
but thats my Primary 6 stuff .. i swear t you that i'll change because of you (:
its my first time loving people so deeply ..

Looking forward t 25Marcho9 ;
our 1st year anniversary ..
then to 2nd , 3rd , 4th .. & forever
iloveyou baby . Muacks .

2009-02-24T18:17:00.000+07:00

It has been a long time since i blog (:
Im back again ..
Told many people ive lost interest cos there's like .. no interesting things about my life everyday ..

Me & bi become v close alr ..
can hav small quarrel over small things ..

Tday had Humans&MT test ..
Damm difficult & i dontknow why they give such a stupid & lame question for MT essay ..
its about our cross country at Punggol Park..
we can't write n elaborate so many things about it ! Somemore if we could , we all have th same story ..
& th story will be like ' we ran & ran trying t get top 50 OR we jus walk thr out th whole 'race' ..
Stupid school .. i rather they give us th beginning & let us end th story ourself ..
by that, i can score well ..
But i think i will really flunk both of my papers today ):
Regretted sleeping instead of studying geog -.-
Dieeee ; Let's just wait for results T.T

Okays , i got so pissed & angry for everything !
I couldnt control ..im Really angry with th subject , with my missing dictionary .. etc etc ..
& Angry with my timetable cos i hate tht teacher for tht subject ..
Bi say we will nt last cos of my hot temper .. T.T
Im trying t change okays?
Ohyeahs , say till bii ..
Tmr will be our 11th Month (:
YIPEEEEE~

Tday after school didnt accompany cliques cos bi emoing ;x
so i accompanied him & ended up at my hse sleeping -.-
While walkin t my hse , it rain ..
LOLS , n he's walking like a retarded which made me laugh like mad cow ..
i still couldnt stop laughing ..
ilovedeelan~

2009-02-18T19:28:00.000+07:00

Ai yai yai yai !

Ive not been online for a few days ..
or i should say one or two (:
Today i rushed back home for tuition ..
How Guai can i be ? (:

Previously in school , boreddd !
Nothing much special jus that i woke up at 7.30 ..
First time alrights?
Ring that lazy boy still in bed , ask him go washup all while i slackslack at home (:

Geeeez ! Chia's lesson is getting more boring & boring each day ..
how am i suppose t love science if this goes on?!

Actually intend t go airport t study w/ Baobei & Sayang
but so lazy & ended up at home ;x
me & that sister of mine brought Dad t a doctor tday .
first time ever once again .
That lazy girl wont even move her ass sometimes which made me so pissed ..

i really have nothing t post already .
I didnt wanna post any photos because im getting uglier & uglier day by day
& ive not been takin any photos nowadays ..
Gotta get more makeup & mask ..

Randomly ending here (:
BYE !

Oh Not t forget !
Bi , dont worry .. nothing will happen t me (:
dont care about it & let life go on ..
wont kena one alrights?
swearrr !
iloveyouuu.

2009-02-15T10:52:00.000+07:00

Good qirl jus finish her Math homework just now ;X
Yeaps , Yesterday had a GREAT GREAT GREAT DAY.

12+ bi come find me ..
was so bored . he call me & ask me to open my house door . i opened & he passed me a bouquet of flowers & said 'happy valentine day'
so i hugged him & say thankyou (: Super sweet lor him !
Then Erzi also came ..
we watched movie & then erzi went home ..
Me & bi rot in the house.
soon i went t prepare & train down to Clarke quay ..
That boy kept saying he's hungry so went to a Jap restaurant t eat (:
i ordered too much food & soon we left with much leftovers
went for window shopping after that ..

Then Bored & cab down t U.serangoon shopping centre ..
see th angkong there ..
(:
then after that bi went home with me ..
slept awhile & soon he left ):

Looking forward t next Monday & Saturday ;DD
havent buy bi's present . diedie X_X

__________
TO.
SUHUI : LOVEYAH TOO ! (:
'DingJuuu : DINGGJUU ! :D
Deelan : Luckily you didnt get expelled (: Bi , dont worry .. if you get expel , we'll go t a private school together ..
CHANEL : Thanks ahmong .. woaini
Phoebe : Hello , happy valentine day t you too !
Shermain. : LOLS , yeahs , nxt time see me in school mus come talk t me first hor :D
waahahas~

2009-02-12T19:42:00.001+07:00

Smile baby !
Well , today was quite my day (:
went t singapore river . Okies , siians lahs .
Cos its veryveryvery HOT !
& that KENJI took us .. okays , i dontlike him ..
action pad . Geeez ! ew la !

Walk around .. Do this and that .
Kept blahhing vulgarities ;X cos really cannot tarhan already alrights?!
i like th bus the most (:
can listen t music & sleeeeep ;DD
Well Well .. Sians . Starting to hate that chia -.-
Purposely like t see Bi & me separated .

Okais , after school slack in Canteen ..
then after that force Mong t go out with us
then cab down t lan find jingyew & co ..

Lan for 2hrs & went home ..
gave DJ money & she cab home while me & bi walk home (:
he went for to my hse for dinner ..
i feed him lor . so cute (:
After that daddy brought him go see doc cos of his finger ..

Sadded ):
iloveyou lahs !

currently lookin tru recipes for Bi's bday ~
i hope he would LOVE it (:

2009-02-07T15:01:00.000+07:00

Im in L with piercing ! (:

..§uDaa.. says:
i didnt no tht tmr is thaipusam

..§uDaa.. says:
=X

` LADY颖 U're the most precious gift god had ever gave me says:
i join alr leh

` LADY颖 U're the most precious gift god had ever gave me says:
i register alr

` LADY颖 U're the most precious gift god had ever gave me says:
they gave me th application form

` LADY颖 U're the most precious gift god had ever gave me says:
i sign all n give alr

..§uDaa.. says:
LOL . sure anot ?

..§uDaa.. says:
means sumhw i wil see u la tmr .

..§uDaa.. says:
LOL

` LADY颖 U're the most precious gift god had ever gave me says:
HHAHAHAHAH !

` LADY颖 U're the most precious gift god had ever gave me says:
yah

` LADY颖 U're the most precious gift god had ever gave me says:
i wil be th one

nxt time show u people my drawing (:
i rmb i was doing tht funny action on th bus ..
& tht old man was looking at me
all th qirls laugh..
aneh paiseh one !

2009-02-04T19:25:00.000+07:00

Aloha people !

Im in a real good mood today cos this is my first time ever completing my homeworks before 8pm .. Can you ever believe it ?
(:

Wahahahas !

Im sooo damm lazy t post ..

i still got loadsaaa tuition to do ..

But its all due on Mon .. so might as well slack awhile ..

Yeaps , Photo bahs (:

My lovely qirls .

2009-02-02T18:00:00.000+07:00

): Dont have the mood t do anything ..
Jealousy kill everything ..
Haish ..

Im sorry , i love you too much ..
so i scolded / ignored you ):
but when i think of it ..
really fuckub ):

2009-02-01T23:20:00.000+07:00

Back to blogging (:
Tomorrow school starts ):
Sure Gonna be another boring dayy ..
&
im glad ive found a tutor .. really needa JIAYOU this year
no MORE playing a fool
Even Bi can do better than me !
His math Especially.. wad th hell right ! ;X

Alrights , T.day ..
Wokeup rot & went t meet Bi ..
Prepared & was late .. suppose t meet at 3 bt delayed till 330 ..
Bus down 633 to meet him ..
After that went to walk around .. Went up my house awhile & off again ..

Walked to Grandma house after that ..
(: he accompanied me ..
Then sat downstairs awhile & then went up ..
Bi went home after that ..
Look like ive spoilt his mood ..

Was Kinda bored in Grandma house starting ..
Cos everyone seems to be so quiet .. Its th first time ..
Kin look really grumpy tdae ..
Was indeed scary -.- & i was sitting beside her for dinner at first ..

Then Mati & I were sooo quiet ..
After that , went into the room to slacks ..
Dayi brought some dirty jokes for us ;x which made me & mati laugh like mad cows ..

Was sms-ing bi th whole day ..
But replied late as we 'lau yu sheng' ..
This year was totally not fun .. LasLasLas Year's Newyr was th Best !
Everyone was throwing 'YuSheng' here & there
then i throw onto someone's face which i had kena a bad bad BAD scolding after that ..
Then everyone had to queue up to wash their hands.. some even till their shoulders -.-
Can u believe it?! till th sink was stuck -.-
Laughs!

(: Was kinda a fun day tdae ..
Grandma & Grandpa iloveyou <3

2009-01-31T21:11:00.000+07:00

Yesterday ,
went to school .. Yeaps , same thing as usual..
Super boringg ..
Recess kena ' said ' by Chia ..
cos nvr keep class quiet all T_T Pitiful me ..
Life had been so hard on me nowadays ..

Hais , After school , bus home with Sweetheart (:
she super pundeh one ..
hahs! ILOVEHERRR !

(: Went home , sooo tired & lazy to change ..
;X put contact & nose stud , wear PE & went off to meet them ..
Go bus-stop meet Nuer & Suda again ..
& then headed to another 'interchange' , Nuer wanna meet nicholas ..
then me & sweetheart later went off meet Baobei (:

cab down to Bugis ..
Bought my fake eyeleashes ..
& went off after awhile ;x
Went to meet bi ..
Slow la him ;x
then walk home .. he go my hse slackslack ..
Mum flood him with food -.-
& Dad was acting like a gay . kept smiling -.-
after that , send him down to Taxi Stand & he cab home .
How sad ):

T.day ,
Im slackking at home th wholeee day !
ive forgotten to bring my Chinese hmwrk back -.-
Dead !

My 4th dream .. th 4th time ive dreamt that ive join back netball ..
bt when i open my eyes , it was all jus a dream
): how i wish i could be back as a team like las time ..
Its always better than no CCA like how im in now )):
I Miss Netball girls , Wantheng , Jeslin & others
T_T hais .. th wrong path ive chosen ..

Being Bad or good is better? ;x
my piercings? Jealousy of others?
being th chairperson change th WHOLE me ...
shld i :) or ): ?

2009-01-26T21:21:00.001+07:00

My Baby Havent come back from m'sia ..

so as to kill time , uploaded some stupid photos ..

Chinese New year ..

KORRRRRRRRR-PUI !

nt my dayy ..

2009-01-24T21:26:00.000+07:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEE !
im thinking too much now in my mind again !
anyhw think stuffs & that may lead to quarrel ..
let's jus forget about it !

Okais ,
firstly , im super sad !
DumbAiAi cant make it on Mon ..
& im gonna be so bored !
Bi is going to malaysia with family .. & i will rot with family in singapore ..

Stupid CNY , every year so boring one lah !
I only like th buying clothes part of CNY ..
cos it's one of th only time can spend so much money !
YEAHHHHHHS !

T.day , found out that my hair superSuper DRY !
& i jus went over for hair treatment at th Swee salon ..
68$ jus fly off like that n my hair is like still th same -.-
after that , went back home ..
At around evening went to heartland mall again ..
Stupid mall .. Small n boring ..
i like bought almost everything frm there alr la !
but except for th bra shop there ..
eeee. so dirty lyk tht ;x

then went cold storage n buy stuff , went home to BBQ ..
at my Balcony -.-
suddenly th thing stop cooking & spoilt ..
first rehearsal reunion dinner was like ...wtf?
LOLS ..
LOUSY COOKER ! BOOO SHIT !

Okies , done , & im burnt my tongue ..
Fuck !
&
wtf is this? sua me ahs?
chaocheebye ..

2009-01-21T21:51:00.000+07:00

YING is so BUSY nowadays !
Preparing class t-shirt for th class , meeting people of EC design work for th class t-shirt .. Discussing about th class t-shirt , Busy buying barbells ..
Busy printing photos of herself for th class notice board ..
Busy making announcement & ALL !

Bored to death ! life seems to be so stressed nowadays ..
Im only sec2 okies? if it continues , i think i wont be able to live till sec3 -.-
Everyday come back home only mathHmwrk , Science revision ..
tmr there's math test n i totally forgotten about it !
i shld study now ! ..
Bye Peeps !

Shall update lateeeeeeee !
maybe after CNY , i will try to update :)

LOVES

2009-01-19T15:38:00.000+07:00

GUUUUUUUU !
i just don feel like doing anything else now ):
felt so restless , angry & .. ? sad ?
didnt know why ive got this feeling .
Mayb cos of my loneliness right now ):

Stupid Bi , ask him come meet me he dowan ..
Now super lonely .. then sis got her friend all to accp ..
really Envy her .. O Level over & Playing , sleeping whole day .
wth man !

School's boring todayy !
i almost fell asleeep during math class ..
1 & th half hour { ! }
ohMy OhMy !
then went off quickly after that ..

Went to Point with Girlf's saw tht Isabelle .
Ew { ! }
Always quarrelled with her in Primary school days ..
but im trying to put everything behind now ..
Yeahs..

Later , all went off as im also tired ..
wanting to go home to sleep !
But havent bought that matilddddda bdae prez ..
wadever !
reach home ,, boredd ..

Currently awaiting for CNY to see aiai & co (:
x)) IMISSHER LOADS LOADS !
Going out with her to bugis this friday i quess ..
&
School's not letting us off early on Fri ..
there's only performace frm 11-1230 ;
Sians . What a school .. ):

End here ..
LOVES

2009-01-18T01:56:00.000+07:00

Yesterday , Rot at home ..
& then went to FarEast at around 5 Plus ..
Trying to forget all my troubles & have a nice shopping spreeee :)

Went to walk around , thinking only ALL about SHOPPING ..
I dun wanna care about any other things ..
:) wanna be happy please !
Smsing Bi almost whole day ..

well , As while sis is trying on clothes ..
i helped her carry her shopping bags ..
i accidentally twisted my right hand & OUCH !
OhmyOhmy .. Suddenly just remembered i fought with Bi in class ..
he twisted my hand .. Now is SUPER PAIN ! T_T
Shags man !

Well , shop till 10+ went home ..
There's too much in my mind ..
Shall stop thinking .. Light off & to sleep..
Goodnite people (:

2009-01-17T10:19:00.000+07:00

Everytime of each year ..
My problems dont come 1 by 1 ..
it always come 2 or 3 problems at a go .. -.-
Currently slowly solving my probs ..

i xialan or wad dunid u to say ..
u ownself look in th mirror & look at ur attitude before telling others ..
dont niid go ard telling people my grp of people xialan one right?
then now retribution la?

i bloody fool yeahs all . wadever ..
tell straight to me .. not behind my back & always denying saying u didnt say it -.-
i love making u angry?
throw away keychain jiu throw lor . i dunnid it ..

Copycats jus simply f.off ..
Stupid couple .. only know hw to copy people ..
have some originality la..

Lastly . i gave burden to bi ..
Darella .. ):

2009-01-14T20:59:00.000+07:00

Let's have some fun !
wanna see how horneh he is?
here is it !

` LADY颖 ♥ Currently ; Learning How to Kill the Self-Destructive Monster called Jealousy ' says:
wahlao . jealous seh

l0ved u 0nce , l0ve y0u still ; always have and i always will ιℓσνєуσυ says:
uu jealous ?

l0ved u 0nce , l0ve y0u still ; always have and i always will ιℓσνєуσυ says:
fer?

` LADY颖 ♥ Currently ; Learning How to Kill the Self-Destructive Monster called Jealousy ' says:
th qirl breast so big ;x

` l0ved u 0nce , l0ve y0u still ; always have and i always will ιℓσνєуσυ says:
uu also wan ?

` LADY颖 ♥ Currently ; Learning How to Kill the Self-Destructive Monster called Jealousy ' says:
ya

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patience

` LADY颖 ♥ Currently ; Learning How to Kill the Self-Destructive Monster called Jealousy ' says:
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` LADY颖 ♥ Currently ; Learning How to Kill the Self-Destructive Monster called Jealousy ' says:
Pervert .

` LADY颖 ♥ Currently ; Learning How to Kill the Self-Destructive Monster called Jealousy ' says:
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uu lo !

THIS IS BY DEELANRAJ , BOWENSS , 2A1 2009 ..
horneh boy .. Seriously Horneh ..
Pls do not look at his innocent face.. Just look at this post for prove :D
jus Boring & to post this ..

BYE !

2009-01-14T20:24:00.000+07:00

SiansSians ?
Once again , i seriously got so pissed by everything ..
fking mood swings !
Killinggg me ! GARRRRRRRR !

Today , strting only bad news ? or shld i say good?
got norminated to be either , CE rep , Vice chairman , chairman or lalalala ..
got soooo damm shocked ..
Still got tht PEHweijun , liting & DARRYL -.-
i so bad still can be? in my mind , it shld be Baobei be th one got norminated ..
cos las time she decline th counsillor position ..
ohmyOhmy .. shld i take out this job ? sis say alot of points to take leh ..
summore currently i have no CCAs .. will this help?
But , Stupid Bi laugh at me eh ..
If i be summore lyk tht , confirm kena laugh till everyone teeth's drop ..
Esp that PEH , always deesiao .. Heng he also got norminated ..
DUMB !

yaya , aft tht Math ,
Drop my Math Rep job , sabo Nuer to be MathRep .. ;x
LOLS ? mother pass down job to Nuer ma?
;x
Then in class with Sayang keep doing classteeshirt :x
yahs , science kinda boring , bit dont understand T_T
confirm die oneeee ):
aft tht , dismiss ..
Went to Point .. GFs wanna print photo ..

well , i seriously dun0e wad's wrong with u? or me?
LOLS ; dontknow wheather to scold myself or?
Im currently controlling my temper :)
if not , vulgarities will be all over this page ..
i dontknow wad to do .. Seriously ..
why's ur old & childish mind back to urself again ?
whadever u said , u wont do it .. then why promised & swear?
Knw these words are big? people trust u .. But u just .. let ppl lose trust in u ..
But i didnt knw if u DID promised anot ..
it's none of my business anyway ..
My words , my blog , my say , 1st day read , happy , guilty & feeling to change ..
2nd , 3rd , 4th & forever ... All Goneee ..
What is this ...
had notice & observe much about u ..
Sad to see all this shyts ..

Back to topic ,
ltr Nuer go meet her steadyy & i went to find Bi ..
he send me home :)
then yaya ..
went home sick & vomitted -.-
pregnant kid ;x
aft that, fever .. & goneee crazy !
disturbing dad & sis like siaoooo . then dad's stupid chair cling onto my shirt & as i walk off , shirt button side tear -.-
SuperSuperSuper angry !

2009-01-13T21:03:00.000+07:00

Wahhs !
Me wan back my lip piercing ):
Jealous eh see soooo many people got ..
Just remember th days i play w/ th studs ! :)
FunFunFun !
too bad Bi dont allow me repierce )':

GARRRR !
Today is another boring dayy !
Fought ( Play ) with Bi in class today .. He turn my hand supersuper pain !
I corner & strangle him ;x
i bad? abit ..
Well , Just boring luhs ..
MT went to sit with Mong & chatted . Super Bored seriouslyyyy !
then went to take photo all -.- Waste timeee .
Chia talked loads to us .. wadever!

D&T , Spot check .. AngieGoh come check & smell hand -.-
Smoking case confirm ..
wth . Heng quitted ;x
las time there's a period always bring to sch without anyone knowing ;x

After school decorate classroom ..
Well , dun0e why am i so stupid to be so serious about it ;x
well , not a bad thing or wad .. It's th first time doing something so seriously & tiring myself till siao..
stayed back in sch till 4pm+ Just to decorate classroom ..
Can u believe it?
AmandaLee .. Stayed back 3Hours .. -.-

After that , Bi send me homee ..
& went to my hse to slack slack ..
sleep for awhile & went off ..
i didnt realised ive made him angry ):
Stop being jealous pls .. Im sorry T_T

LOLS ; i dun0e wad to say about it already?
Pissed .. kinda ;X
U seldom spent time with us now ..
asked u stay back u said u going temple ? ..
Then u look really pissed by us .. Seldom see u smile nowadays ..
Unless when u're with ur Indians friend & Chanel ..
Are we really so irritating?

Alrights ..
End here , im going to sleeeep .
Eyes are closing { ! }
LOVES ;

2009-01-12T17:17:00.000+07:00

Today ;

I Watched NanyMcPhee in th car when heading to schh :D

& went into BOWENSECONDARY SCHOOL

SuperSuper Bored one alrights?!

Well , Rahmat class , keep scolding & saying im bad . lalalas~

Saying im a evil qirl who will never change .

LAUGH OUT LOUDDDD !

Then me & EarnySayang keep talkingtalking non-stop .

BaoBei made a classtee supersuper niceeee !

Than lala lahs -.-

MT , Mr Ng .. another sians one ..

DammDamm lucky got health check :D

Then go wadever . wasted 1 hour + sitting down ..
Well , could see that Mong , DJmeih , Nuer & SHpretteh Happily listening to my Horneh stories ..

LOLS !

After that , D&T made that ashBOLLA angry -.-

Hit th table hit like siao .. then eye soooo damm big look at us . SuperDuper funny !

LAUGHS'

After that MathClass , Run here & there Take books , put Books & run back to class again cos forget to bring th attendent book .. -.-

& went to find Mati all xP

she scared & Keep beating my hand -.-

yaya . after that , headed home ..

On th way .. My DumbDumb carried Darella find me :)

we walked to PohHuat Playground slackslack ..

Erzi done a bad thing & soon they left th place ..

Then loads of XMS guys come , Pissed off & left th place ..

Carried Darella .. shhe dammdammdamm HEAVY T_T

ShagsShags

yeap , aft tht , stairs slack & back home :D

Jie , ur score is unbelievable seriously ! :) Goooood .. dont sad alreadyy yahs?

ILOVEYOU ;x

Suda , Sorry , Just being playful to make th notice board. dont angry kays?

2009-01-11T13:33:00.000+07:00

To sudarshini:

Well i dunoe where to start .. Hmms ; no worries , this is not a letter of breaking friendship . Hahs ..
Well , it seems like u always had problems with friendship nowadays ..

Let me tell you what is wrong ;) cos i seldom hav time to talk to u in sch ;x
Hmms , Yeahs , People said ur attitude change .. i dont think so luhs qirl ..
But of cos there's a problem . yeayea .. & th BIGEST problem is cause by ur Jealousy ;P
LAUGHS !
Yeapps , that's wad i observe.. if not i wouldnt type out this 'msg' to u :)

Hmms , u know ? Im also easily jealous person like u .
Seriously ! but i dont show it out sumtimes .. (:
ive learnt to control my feelings .. Of cos it take time ..
Its not a one or two day thing u see ..

Yeahhs ; th main point is to control ur feelings..
u said u can control ur feelings now already .. But i dont think so leh ;x
& sometimes , things turn out to be another way u think it would be ..
That means ure thinking too much in ur mind ..
you should learn to think positively .. then things will turn out right ..
& th more u think th more happy u would be ..

Right now , ure always thinking stuff negatively* ..
Then sometimes , u attitude us .. Yeahs of cos we dont like it ..
then some started to avoid u which made u unhappy , lonely n sad ..
Why let ur imagination & stuff turn out to be a nightmare & make u sad?

We hope to see th 'old' sudarshini back ..
Not th new one now . We dun0e who is th new suda .
rmb in th past? starting of sec1 ..
u are a popular girl . everyone wanna hang out with u ..

Well , im sorry if ive write anything to hurt u & so .. But jus think over it ..
Its okai nt to take my advice :) i jus hope u'll change :))
Yeahs

LOVES

2009-01-09T08:47:00.000+07:00

I sibeh goodqirl oneeee !
xP due to oversleep-ing , i didnt attend school ..
Woooos ~ Im BORED AT HOME !
Yeapps ; shld be going out laterrr :)
Bi's sick & didnt attend sch also ):
Alrights , Chia's confirm gonna call me later -.-

Yesterday ;
I left home at 7.15 .. & Reach school around 720 i quess ?
Alrights . im seriously LATE for th first time . Luckily , school now start at 7.40 ..
;X
Same oldd Math , & subjects ..
Rahmat's lesson was th most coolest ..
he asked us to write about eggs .. How we want our egg to be prepared ;
& in 200-250 words ..quite Impossible right?
i Sat down longglonggg longgg to think .. Everyone in th class kpkp -.-
Th busy Earny beside me drawing & she could finish before me !
after 20Mins of thinking , 10mins of writing , ive completed th essay -.-
Tht Kenneth sit beside me keep accidentally kick my leg -.-
so i kick him back PURPOSELY
Damm Funny & DUMB one .

After school , Went to decorate classroom .Sians + Fun one seriously !
Cos draw like fk ! -.-
Thn Suhui & DingJu help buy Bubble tea :DD
at 3+ 4 , left school & Bi send me home :))
& i ask him go my house ..
Then go sleeep awhile ..
later 6+ , accp him down as he cab home ..
Put a pac of panadol in his bag :B

Reach home , went over to heartland mall for dinner W/ dad & sis..
then go see see clothes .. i havent bought my newyear clothes yet ..
When mummy come back , dun0e wad she'll say ;x

Alrights , stop here then . lame post up there ;D
LOVES
I feel like watching blue clues ):

2009-01-06T14:46:00.000+07:00

Hello readers !
Amanda's Bakku :B

Well , since school started . Ive already promised myself n to my parents
i must study hard & aim to go express ..
I wanna aim high :)

But im sorry ; there's something i cant do for mummy ..
she said when she come back to sg , she wan my tongue piercing off my mouth ):
i really cant do it D;
I hope she'll understand ..
I miss her btw !
Recently got some sms-es from her saying she bought me LV , GUESS bag & LV scarf :BB
hohohoh ~ Jealous ? ;x

seriously bored now .. & im really pissed by many thing ;
i shall say it th nxt time yah?

bye Peeps . im off to sleeeeeep :D

Hey boy , FuckYou lah .
Your mother die . father no life . grandmother prostitute .
u CbKia manxzxz ! No life bodohhhh !
Go home masturbate lahs . talk shit !
Suck dick luhs Asshole ;
Fucking hell . mai come fuck everyone upside down lah hor?
fucker _l_
Pity ur mother la , giv birth to someone like u -.-
Fuck off !

2009-01-04T02:56:00.000+07:00

Sadded & let me sob !

its currently 3.57am ; & i couldnt get to sleeeeeep !

ShagsShags ! )): i gotta wake up at 6 later ..

as Mum's going oversea for work T_T

Im really gonna miss her alot !

I SWEAR !

): No one to joke with & no one to tease me for a week?!

Most importantly .. No shopping companion !!!

How am i suppose to live till next week?!

Poor AmandaLee ):

2009-01-01T23:01:00.000+07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA ! ;DDD
iloveyou ! ;x

Well , i might delete all th msges in my phone as it can only keep about 400 messages ..
& stupid LGViewty cannot save messages !
so i wanna type it here so as when im bored th next few months later .. i wanna look at which wuxim people who send me greetings :D

Thanks for ur wishes ..

chanelMONG : HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST MONG . ILOVEYOU .

WeishiBABE : Happy birthday pretty!

JiaJieDEAREST : Amanda dear ! Happy birthday ! Wish u all th best . May all ur wish come true.(: luvya ! Muackx .
& she scolded me old Bitch at th end cos im 14 & she's still 13 ;x LOLS

DeelanHUBBY♥ : HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BABY GAL !!!!

sudarshiniSWEETHEART : H0h0s . Happy Birthday girl ! LoveYou loadds . W0ah. 14 ald la you . Haha . God bless you . Present will be delayed yoh . D0nt mind (: nights !

MatildaSISTER : Mei mei!! HAPPI 14TH BDAE!! 你老了!! Muahahaha!! Aniwaes , all de best for yor 14th yr eh.. Wrk hard but dont forget to play hard.. Me and ah gi LOVE euus forevr!! <33mmuacks!!

BryanLAOPA : Happy Birthday to you Nu'er! :) Been long since I heard from you but still you will always be my friend! :) May this special day of yours be a special one! =)

DawnNUER : Happy birthday MUMMY ! Last long with deelan daddy ! I love you . And and all the best for your studies, may all your wish come true ! Lots of Love from nuer.

AmalinaBAOBEI : hapy burfdae t0 euu. hapy burfdae t0 euu. hapy burfdae t0 euu. hapy burfdae t0 AMANDA .. hapy burfdae t0 euu.
h0pe euu have a pinkish lyfe andd enjoy dhh upcoming year ahead !
loved euu 0waes , amalina (:

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I will update more asap :)
going to sleep now as there's school LATER
LOVEYA peepes :D

Edited*

Yeaps , 1st day of school ..
woke up , wore tht uniform & off to meet Hubby :D
Dad drove me near his hse there. waited for awhile & he soon came :)
we then walk to school ..
Ohmylahs ! His fringe sooo short & Kawaiiii !
x) kekekes ;

Walked to school .. Slack at th bench there again ;
lalalas~
& went to hall for 1 & th half hr talk . blahblahs ~
boring though .. But me & Sudarshini crapping ;
HAHAS ! Horneh eh .. ;x
i sang a song for her & SHE SEEMS TO LIKE IT VERY VERY VERY MUCH !
Wahahahs ><

Recess is super duper boring !
so many many people .. but we had an hour recess :B
aft tht , went to class ..
Sadded ; sit soooo damm far from Hubby ;(

New qirls , Jasmine & Gail seems to be soooo damm shy !
Laughs'
ask them to join us they went to th last ):
LOLS .. aiyohs ..
See , Amanda Aneh friendly eh ! ;x
YeapsYeaps , Ms Tan aka Mrs Chia now ( Previous sec1 science tcher )
gave 'briefing' & soon dismiss ..

Dismiss ler went to wait for Nuer & DingJu..
thhen we went to prata shop ..
aft tht , went to park villas & to pohhuat then home ..
with Hubby .. Hair was in a mess -.-
Shat manxzxz !

Went home , tired & wanted a nap ..
Bi then wan me to pass him smth ..
so quickly wake up & went down ..
Pass alr , slept in parents room :B soooo comfy !

Yeappps :D
Stupid medicine ..
Night time talk to Bi awhile & then went to sleep ..
Tired Tired ..
i should take my vitamins nxt time instead of medicine ..
GRRR .

& today , then had my bdae cake ..
HappyHappy . after sooo many yrs ! :))
cos tht DUMB fortune teller said if i had bdae cake for my bdae ..
i will go wild -.- Lame nehneh ..
then bdae eat shat eh?
After wad my parents heard frm him/her i dontknw .. then they dont allow me to have bdae cakes anymore ):
Stupid man/woman ruin my life !

:)) Later matilddddaaaa going over to get my bdae prez ..
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS !
& lastly , thanks people for th present u gave
i appreciated every single things in tht 'bag' LOLS :)

LOVES LOVES LOVESS !

& Bi ahs ,
Dont worry .. i superduperultra love th prez u had give me ..
:D seriously .. dont sad :)
i wan u to be happy every single day of 2009 ..
& that's one of my bdae wish ;)
kekekes ..
ILOVEYOU
muacks!

2009-01-01T21:20:00.000+07:00

I really should blog alreadyy ..
Ohyeahs people ..

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL !
2oo9 , a brand new year , a brand new life & a brand new YOU .
forget about all ur UNwanted past & start afresh !
:)

Yesterday
Was supposed to meet up with JiaJie & Ziling at 12 ..
But i woke up at 12 -.-
so delayed & they said we're meet at 12 instead ..

Train down to hougang station to meet them ..
Went to walk ard in mall ..
saw Yongwei -.- Ziling told me tht she cant come out as her dad's at home ..
soo shocked to see her in mall -.-
Me & Ziling was really pissedd off .. actually decided to giv her a scolding ..
but didnt as she's also part of our clique las time ..
So yeah , let th matter rest ..

Sms-ed hubby ask where's he & so ..
): he went to drink & was drunken .. vomited 7 times ..
So we bus down to look for him ..
Slack ard & played with a dead bird which Enjie had found ..

Then went to Point .. Ziling wanna eat ..
After tht cab down to PohHuat .. wanna find Kevin & co ..
Yeahs ..
~~& a extra qirl tag along which made me & ziling really pissed ..~~
so we diamdiam walk away .. to find boyf' again ..
cos he's near there ..
so went to look for thhem . Ziling smoke & so. slackked & feel tired ..
went home to sleep .. Hubby sick still send me home :D
Sweet la he ..

Deelan ; AMANDA LOVE uu :P

dumb furqie sleep in my room tht night ..
Sleep on my blanket which made me soooo cold !
didnt wanna wake her up cos she's sleeping sooo nicely ..
&
In th middle of th night , i really couldnt tarhan already ..
i carried her up & hide myself in th blanket .. :B
she slept beside me sharing blanket :B cuteeee !

Sleep till th nxt day which is TODAY ..

Woke up & was asked to go to th clinic -.-
i got a cold .. SHAGS ! stupid furqie :X
Mum & dad accompany me ..
every year before bdae , i'll get sick ..

Waddd thh hellll !
So , today went ToaPayoh walkwalk .
Kenasai eh th place ;x
sooooo dammmm many many many Low class Aunties -.-
& Chi-nar woman . with their BIGBIG bags squeezing people ..
~~kanina~~ .. hit till me & sis sibeh pain one niaa .. ):
Scold her bitch & walk away ..
aft tht . quickquick rush homee . Bored manxz !

2008-12-31T02:05:00.000+07:00

AMANDALEE WANTS HER HUMILITY'S CLIQUE BACK !
):

clique : AMANDAL. , JIAJIE , ZILING , YONGWEI , YUHUI , SHUXIAN , YINLENG , JASMINE , FANNY , TANGYAO , BRYAN , SAMUEL , MARK , JESINN , TERENCE , HONGDA ..

th one days we can get together as one group is when we're in tgt as a class ..
i miss u idiots & bitches loads T_T

lip piercing may be coming back ;x
sorry people ..

2008-12-27T08:36:00.000+07:00

Nothing much to post ;

Later bringing baby darella to vet for her injection ..

yeapYeaps ..

& be proud of me .. i woke up at 8.55 ,

2008-12-26T22:22:00.000+07:00

Promised dearest JiaJie NEVER to SMOKE anymore

2008-12-25T14:20:00.001+07:00

Alrights , my mood was currently LOW !
VERY LOW !
im venting anger on EVERYTHING !
But ive already promised myself not to use vulgarities in my blog ..
Yeah so .. ZIP !
Sorry if i couldnt control

BlahBlahBlah ...
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Swaa .
Spoilt my mood for celebrating Christmas & me & Hubby's 9th Month anniversary ..
-.- **** .. _l_

*Edited . Yeaps , im seriously sorry ..
ive already promised to be a good qirl & change my attitude ..
& i couldnt be possibly scolding mum here ..
Im sorry :)
i wanna change

2008-12-22T20:16:00.000+07:00

Firstly , when reading th blog ,
Please On this song ..
Ive deleted my blog song jus for this post ..
Because i think that this song fit in th whole thing ..

Please remember to on th song :D
tis will help to add feelings to the post u'll be reading next :D

Start

firstly i thought , im just a normal friend / a normal girl to you ..
But in your heart i guess im not?

Remember?
How we met ..
Im not a really out going person ..
But I kept aiming at you & Dingju to be you two qirl's , friend :)
Well , we should really thank BeoyWaiYu & Jestine ..
or Else , we wouldnt be so close ..
That day , was a day where we need to go try out Sports CCA ..
We were queue-ing up ..
You asked Jestine to move up .. Because her first impression to you was like .. eww !
i guess you didnt wanted her to sit too close with you ..
Laughs" !
Then i told you not to waste your saliva because she wont do anything ..
Then we starting laughing & gossiping ..
& then , WaiYu's gossip went in too ..
As both of their appearance was tooooo funny ! ;X seriously no offence !

Remember ?
We were soooo close at that time :D
We exchange Blog's URL , email , telephone number ..
& we always sit together !

Remember?
Starting of the year , Me , you , Suda often.. or i should say ALWAYS hang out together ..
Everything go smoothly every single day ..
Recess together , classroom together .. almost everything together !
bullying Jestine together? ;X

Remember?
In camp? you gave me a insect repellent which is a smiley face ..
You said it's cute & both of us had it stick onto our PE shirt ..
but as for me , i was embarassed .><. & i didnt dare to stick that on my PE shirt .. I still remember , it look something like this ..

Remember?
In camp , we had night walk ..
you were scared .. Me too actually.. :D
U held my hand & we hold on each other tightly & complete the walk :)
I swear i would never never forget that walk . LOLS !

Remember?
When you & DingJu had Problems , i stood by you :)
Saying that .. i will always help you no matter what ..
But im glad that both of you didnt have any problems now ..

*Dingju ah , me nt talking bad abt you or smth hor ! LOLS !

Remember?
We always had fun in D&T class with MrNg ..
we always made him angry ..
We always get scolded together ..
We always does th wrong drawing together ..

Remember?
We are always together ! Bullying people ..
Laughing at people for what they've done ..
___________________________________________________________________

Im sorry ..
When You & suda had problems ..
I walk away & left with Suda ..
Im a middle person at that time ..
i Didnt know what to do ..
As Suda's is my 2yr friend , i then chose to go with her ..

Im sorry ..
I left you behind with no friends ..
You always had to stick with people who ure not close with ..

Im Sorry ..
For not going to other classes with you ..
Im Sorry ..
For not accompanying you in recess time ..
Im Sorry ..
For not solving problems when u needed help ..
Im Sorry ..
For not Partner-ing you always ..
Im Sorry ..
For not spending time with you after school ..
Im Sorry ..
For not asking you to go out with us whenever we had group outing ..

Chanel Wee Tay Min .. Im Sorry for everything !
i promised & swear to cherish this friendship well ..
Next year , its gonna be a new year .. Start afresh ..
We'll be back th 'old' lovely sisters :)
& i swear !

i LOVE you :)
U're th sweetest qirl on earth ..
♥

2008-12-18T21:21:00.000+07:00

Since , im free & bored
i shall do some quiz .
Hubby lahs ! watch wad gangster show on tv .
now bochap me ):
swwwaa !

Quiz taken from Dingju♥
Name a friend of yours or someone you know from A-Z.

A- Amalina♥
B- BryanChu
C- ChanelWeeeeeeee! ♥
D- DeelanRaj ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
E- EuniceLee
F- FannyTeo
G- Gloria
H- Hansel
I- ~~I lor~~
J- JasmineNeo
K- Kerlin
L- LeeeeeJiaJie♥
M- Mahaesh
N- Narisha
O- ~~Ohhisee~~
P- Phobe
Q- ~~Queeeen~~
R- Rick
S- Sudarshini ♥
T- TerenceTeooooo
U-~~uu?~~
V-~~Vicky from FairlyOddParents -.-~~
W-WeiJun
X-Xavier
Y-Yinleng ;]
Z-Ziling♥

Can "R" & "S" can be together in a boy-girl relationship?
:Rich & Suda
- i dun0e ! LOLS . Tht's funny !

How is "L" related to you?
:LeeeeJiaJie♥
-My sweetheart , DearDear , well ? my everything !

Does "Y" Know "Z"
:Yinleng & Ziling
-Yeap ; we often go out together in th past , but dont have th chance now ):

If "C" Betray you , will you kill him/her?
:ChanelWeeee♥
-LOLS ; Nope , i'll jus diamdiam walk away ..

If "K" Steals your boyfriend , what will you do ?
:Kerlin
-Hmm ?

What if "B" tells you that he/she has a crush on you ?
:Bryan
-NopeNope impossible ; LOLS , he's one of my best Erzi in PriSch !

Will you & "M" get into a fight?
:Mahaesh
-No bahs ; i die eh , that strong boy ! summore he's my daddy :x

Who does "R" has a crush on?
:Rick .
- lalala , i dontknow .

If "G" calls you a bitch , what will you do?
:Gloria
- Dont think so she will , she's tooo goood !

What's the relationship between you and "E"?
:Eunice
-Friends ! I'll miss her if she's officially have promote to express ):

Who is "I" bestfriend ?
:I
- Me ! ;D

Who does "Z" Like?
:Ziling
-Dont ask me ! i dun0e anything :x

What colour does "Y" like?
:YinLeng
-She once told me , yellow?

Where does "G" lives ?
:Gloria
-Me dun0e !

Did you & "C" have a fight before?
:Chanelweeee♥
-Nope , i love her too much .

Who is "H" best friend?
:Hansel
-Zul ? lols !

What can you say about "T"?
:Terence
-Crazy boy ! sumtimes fierce T.T

Tag 10 people to do this quiz .
1 ; Vanessa hudgens
2 ; Vanessa hudgens
3 ;Vanessa hudgens
4 ; Vanessa hudgens
5 ; Vanessa hudgens
6 ;Vanessa hudgens
7 ; Vanessa hudgens
8 ; Vanessa hudgens
9 ; Vanessa hudgens
10 ; Vanessa hudgens

2008-12-14T23:40:00.001+07:00

Heys yahs People ! ;D
Miss me ? i miss you even though i dont know who is reading ;X
Im superduper ultra busy nowadays !
im doing EOY spring cleaning like i always did !
Laughs'

& im seriously busy !
i think i need days to finish cleaning all those rubbish ):
Everyone in th family LOVE to dump things into my room .
But its alright ; Since Hubby's coming over to my house tmr to help me clear my stuffs ;X
i think i shall make th room more messier ;DD

Yesterday' 1312o8
we're slacking at home till 5+ n then me and family went out to shopping .
well , not really family . Stupid sister , went on a date .
yeaps & so leavin me behind with parents .

Marmie wanted to CityLink long time ago already . But we didnt have th chance to ..
So yesterday , finally went there .
Went to shop around . firstly went into the GUESS shop .
Droool ! i spotted one nice bag ;
$89 ONLY LAH ! shat ! i should have bought it !
it's seriously cheap ! but daddiie says i didnt have clothes to match with it .
So .. yeahs , sadly left th bag ):

Went up to Sushi Tei to have our dinner ;
Simply LOVE th sushi there even though Sakae's better .
Okies , i needa go on a diet asap alr ):

We went into 'Precious thoughts' ;
i saw one biggg Cow soft toy . So damm cute T_T
i want ! i want ! i want !
i wanted almost EVERYTHING !
Daddie says will buy for my bdae prez ;D
Im a lucky child . Laughs out louddddd ' -.-

After that went to walk around ; to shop for my BAGG !
btw , i think i need a wallet too .
let's stick to GUESS ;DD kekekes .

Went to look around ; walk walk walk & something attracted me .
a dammdamm cute doll ! its not th hugging type .
i kept looking at it & mum bought it for me ;
LOLS ! dolls .....
Limited edition . Only in Korea & cost us about 80$ .
Ohmy !
But i LOVE it lahs ! now it's standing on top of my Piano .
LOLS ...

Yeahs . went to CityLink ; after tht , went home ..
:DDDD stupid sister then reach home alr .

Today' 141208
Another bored day ..
i slept at 6am in th morning cos im busy changing my blogskin :DD
i dowanna change th picture ! it's soooo nice :)
& sleeping at 6am in th end !
Hubby also ; Thks for accompanying me !
ILY ♥

well , okies & yeahs . i woke up at 1 something ;
went to prepare ; washup ; have Breakfast/Lunch & came online for awhile .
chatted with DingJu & tutor came already .
Had tuition quite longg & went to slack .

bathe once aqain & went out to compass point with family INCLUDING sister today ;)
had Dinner there & went to shop .
GUESS Bags aqain ;
Im never bored of that ! seriously !
hahahas , As usual ;
Mum bought her shoes , dad bought his office wear .
Me n sis went home empty handed :D
Went home ;
Blogg ;DD & im boredd DD;

Shal end here .
Yeap Jingyew , i updated .
hehes ~ dont say my blog's dead already !

With LOVE ; AMANDAL.{♥}

2008-12-07T16:23:00.001+07:00

Heys Babes , Hunks , Monsters , Aliens or whatever out there .
im back to posting n piercings ;X

i couldnt stop myself from thinking of th needles ; Piercings&BodyArts .
Crazy me !

Currently ' *No Feelings , No pain *

alrights , i myself didnt know what am i typing !__!
im soooo bored !
After doing nothing at home , except for tuition ..
im Finish the first chapter of science topic ..
wahahhas ! be proud of me ! -.-

Alrights , Eunice , Karl , Tyas and Benedict promoted , i shall be the next to be top :X
hahahs! alrights , im really BHB ..
Im seriously working hard now ! Reason being , i just wanna let Mum and Dad knows that , i can do it . and Wish that they could stop looking down on me .
YeapYeapp , main reason ..
Let's see if my wish will come true ..
): Parents have been treating me differently nowadays , which made me sheds tears every now and then )':

Im not strong too . I couldnt stop myself from thinking so much of craps !
Why people have to treat me this way ? Why ? tell me whhhyyyy~~
Hmph ! forget it .

Sigh , Looking at those assesment books stack up ..
Soooo many of 'em ..
i think i should just give up my Chinese ..

Nowadays dearest & Laopo have been coming to find me =]
i feel like our relationship is getting back like to the past .
i LOVE them !
Teehees , i have nothing to post more ..

Just waiting for Christmas , New 2009 Year , My Birthday , Sister birthday & then Chinese newyear .

:DD my b'dae most impt one luhs ;X
Stupid Hubby , Bluff me say he going London till 3rd Jan , couldnt celebrate my b'dae with me .
sooo sad at that time ..
but then he told me it was a lie which made me feel like killing him for hurting me !
Garrr !

shall end here :D
Im LAME !

xinYING ai Deelan ;

2008-12-05T16:27:00.000+07:00

hmmm....
quess hu ?(x

2008-12-04T20:48:00.000+07:00

Today , woke up by alarm ..
went to prepare , bathe and get ready :BB
Hubby sms-ed me .. & then he asked me to walk all e way to Poh Huat road's playground .
After bathing , smells so qood ..
&& by th time i reach there , sweats and eww smells ;X
can see hubby also sweating alot ..
well , when im walking there , i fee like im in hell . Stupid Butterflies and moths !
they're ALL around me ! ):
This way cant walk , that way either . ShagsShags )):

Alrights , i hugged him when saw him ! :D
iLOVEhubby ! muacks a million to uu :X
Then PrincessDarella also came :D
Cute lahh shhe ! but kept attracting attention by many passerby-s .

Well , smth happens to Hubby which made me .. .><.
i couldnt stop laughing . ILY okays?
LAUGHS' we'll just skip that part ..
um yeahs ..
don ask what happened , i'll slap ur face ;X it's our secret ..

& then on the way home , we walked to the shop and Hubby treated me Jolly Shandy ..
lalalas , drink it and walk home ..
Baby walked behind us :DD Cutest Girl ever ..
well , walked home and so ..
Reached home , Auntie went to bathe BabyDarella while me and hubby went ard to slack .

Well , ive made him somehow angry , and he also made me 'somehow' angry Just now ):
i shall not say , i went to hug him and say sorry? , and told him everything .
he ignored and ask me to ___________________________ & yeahs ,
i just kept my mouth shut and continue to use the comp while he sleep ..
Awhile later , Sis and BroInLaw wanted to buy KFC .. and so , asked Auntie to helped us buy .. Actually intend to eat tgt , 4 of us ..
But im not in the mood ):
lalalas ,

Aft tht , Hubby apologised and everything's back to normal . it took me awhile to forgive him .
im so quiet ! and i didnt wanna look at him .. hahs!
then we went to th living room to have our lunch while watching tom and jerry -.-
Hubby changed th Channel & found some nice song on th MTV channel ,
aft eating and clearing ,
he went to find and download th songs ..
USB to my phone & yeahs .

After that at 5.30 , i wanted to watch my show .
but he didnt want to , so he sleep in my room while i watch finish my show :BB
After that , Farewell ..
ILY lahs Bii , i then sent him down to th Taxi Stand and he cab home while i walk home with BabyDarella :D

Hmms , i went home , watched another LuoZhiXiang's drama show and then i went to cut BabyD.'s hair .
LOLS !
Now she look like a golden retrievers ,, alrights .
i think i shall stop here . Gotta upload some photos :D
Enjoy ! :D LOVE ; READERS ♥

i dunoe wat to say about uu .
i didnt even disturb u . Why must you comment on me ?
i really couldnt stand it anymore ..

2008-12-03T20:00:00.001+07:00

Ohmy ! Shags ..

Hmms , Its December .. That means a New year is coming ahead !
Im looking forward to 25thMarch , 7thJuly , 8thAugust the next yr
Cos these are the most impt day of my life ! :DD
Well , i maybe could jus forget about ~~21April~~ ;X well , that's not a happy day & i shall not meantion :D

Right now
im Listening to HSM3 , 'Walk away ' By Vanessa Hudgens ..
It's NICE !

Today, Morning , actually wanna bring Baby Darella to the vet for her injection .
But bcos of my laziness , i didnt wanna go out ;X shags !
Then i told Hubby about it and yeahhs ..
JiaJieDearest came my house in the morning to dye her hair ..

aft tht , i helped her wash her hair ._. i help .. u knw ? i help ..
Yeahs & she left my place , she asked me to go YongWei's house . bt i didnt want to ;X

lalalas , i soon went back to sleep -.-
meanwhile was smsing Hubby , aiai and Sweetheart :D
and ouch , headache . Shags )):
i think it's because of walking in the heavy rain the day before ):

Well ? i regretted doing that after much thinking ..
i done so much for mum , all she had in mind is not me ..
i shall not meantion who & yeahs .. im stupid to have make a nice dinner yesterday , walking in the rain to get her a cake and the ingredients .
Stupid me !
By the look of her , she seems appreciated what ive done for her .
But the next day , she seems to just forget everything ..
Hubby said that she didnt know how to express her feelings to me ..
But... but ....
Let's just forget about this ..
Im nobody , im thinking of stupid stuffs RIGHT NOW !

OhYeahs Friends ,, im going to repierce my ear -.-
Anyone wanna tag along ?
all my earhole close .. cos of stupid infection ..
i shall go get 4 more earhole :D
Sms me if u wanna pierce ear too .. so we can do it tgt..
:DDDDDDD
yay !

yaya , im bored at home . watched TV , Powerpuff qirls -.-
LAUGHS' nice show actually ;X
u people shld just try and force yourself to sit infront of the tv & watch it ..
u might find it somehow nice ;x hees ,,

well , i gotta entertain hubby & Dearest alr :DD
End here !

iLOVE HUBBY, DARELLA AND GIRLF'S
muackks !

2008-11-30T15:01:00.000+07:00

Friday Night / Saturday Morning
28-29th NOV o8 .

Hubby and i were talking over th phone from 10 or 11 to 1 ..
we were waiting for his sister to sleep first before he can go out of the house .
i waited and fell 'half' asleep while im on the phone ;X
& then finally we are able to meet .
at ard 1.15 , i went to prepare and bathe .
i walked down to my house and out of the condo , into the dark path towards the terrace houses .
i felt so scared .Dog's barking , Total darkness , i couldnt even see the way -.-
so i jus 'tikamtikam' walk and saw Hubby .
we went on a night date on that day :DD iLOVEhim .
its likee.... so romantic although it's just a walk . I jus simply love walking beside him and holding hands tgt . :D
we walk to the playground , Parry and quite a number of places .
we left and went home at 6am ..

Reach home , i went to washup and then to sleep ..

i couldnt wake up the nxt day till 3pm.
Mum was seriously very very Mad at me at the time because my tuitor waited for me for too long and left ..
Well , im sick okays? The medicine plus not sleeping at night made me really tired .
Luckily , my tuitor's understanding :)
She told me that its alright and im forgiven .

But when i went out of my room , i could see fire in my mum's eyes and she's looking at me -.- scolded me yet i ignored .
The whole day , Family was upside down because of this problem .

Me and sis went to Vivo to relax , Dad went to library as it's his peaceful place and mum .. dun0e where she qo . just went out .
We went home at 9+ or 10 ?
& we took the same train as mum -.- we didnt knw that , till we get down from the train ..

The Next day ,

We were still in this war.. Morning , Mum threatened me saying that we mus get rid of Darella .
Darella is my 'baby' my precious and EVERYTHING okays?!
so i just carried her and left the house in 9am this morning . i felt pissed off ):
i went to hide at the stairs which is outside my house .
Nobody could find me . Im tired , Sick , Hungry, Thirsty , Dirty and angry .
)): i was with Darella and i made her sleep ..

i hugged her tightly and told myself that i shall let nobody disturb her . i wana protect her .
She's gonna stay with me or hubby till she died of old age .
Dad found me and he talked to me . tears nearly went down .

i shall skip this part ,,
Now im currently staying at my Grandmother's house .
Yes , If you people have anything to say , Feel free to call my HP ..
Dont call my house phone yeahs ..

--LOVE .

*wad's gonna happen next?

2008-11-28T19:49:00.000+07:00

alrights , im back to blogging and im back from my chalet ;DD
currently , i have no voice -.-
stupid sore throat is killing me !

2611o8
i woke up at 10+ or 11 , well i couldnt remember that .
i went to slack around the house and then went to pack up at around 2 oclock .
Hubby called me and saying he had already reached my house downstairs .
& i told him to wait for 10mins .
In the end , i went down after half an hour ;X
It's raining and he's all wet ! he immediately got into my dad's car and off we head to chalet :D
Went to check in and This and that , yeahs that's alot to write .
Let's just skip this part :D

UmmUmm . yeahs and then Reach Chalet , Dad and mum went to unpack my things for me .
:BB cos instead of helping i'll just mess up the things .
Right after Dad and Mum left the place , EnJie , Casimir and Darryl came .
They just went to play their PS2 .
Then me and Hubby went for a walk around the chalet .
Jingyew called and then we went to the 'office' to bring him to the chalet .
His friend , PeiMing also came .
Then went to settle things down , talked and played truth or dare as we were really boring .
There's little people on the first day .
Jingyew went from the backdoor then to the cafe to check if we could play pool . While me and hubby stand at the back door to wait for him
Too bad we cant play pool as it's too late as it's closing .
& then we couldnt see Jingyew around , and we heard his voice calling us to open the door .
me and hubby then Feel weird and went to check it out .

Know what we saw ?
JingYew knocking on other people's chalet's backdoor asking to open .
then Hubby approach him saying that he went to the wrong chalet -.-
then he paiseh , me and hubby then laugh like mad cow .
LAUGHS !
Then Many things happen but i dont feel like saying it out .
& yeahs , a add on ..
we went to beach for a walk . i had fever -.-
so after walking around at the beach , Jingyew and Peiming went back to the chalet to bring another friend in .. While me , Hubby and kenneth went to cheers to get panadol (didnt knw hw to spell it ) for me .

271108
At 6am then we went to sleep .
I hugged hubby while sleeping :D
Woke up at 9am , Disturbed by Enjie and Jingyew ..
Bt i continue to sleep till 10am .
then woke up , Girlf's came .
went to bathe and headed to escape .
Hubby didnt wanna qo and hhe bring us there and then back to the chalet .
Only , Me , Mong , AhMeih , Erzi , Nuer and Marmie went to escape
i was screaming like madcow to make it fun . HAHS !
and i really had no voice that time .

& yeahs ,
Haunted house , Wet&Wild , PirateShip , the 'Family rollercoaster' and then received msg from Hubby saying that he's alone in the chalet , so i rush back to the chalet .
and im all wet .
& just found out that i had a extra shorts so i went to change cos hubby kept complaining im disgusting and wet ;X stupid .
yeahs and thhen he's meaning of Alone is alone in the chalet's room .
funny and cute right? -.-
LAUGHS'
& then once i step into the room , after 5mins , PeiMing and Jingyew came into the room .
then , well .. hhe's no more alone in the room . so i left the room and went downstairs .
Then Hubby also came down and we went to buy drinks and walk around the chalets once aqain .
then Jingyew asked his friend to qo home as this is our class chalet .
i feel like we're rude eh ..
umms . alrights and thhen 5 , they strted to BBQ ..
i keep running in and out from the chalet as i wanna watch tv show :P

Mong watched with me .
Alrights ; let me tell u people , SHE SERIOUSLY IS VERY VERY VERY VERY CUTE AND SWEEET !

Well , i didnt BBQ the food , Hubby went to Look for his friend so a few times , im alone watching the TV ..
& then Mr Ng came to support us :D
bt he left after awhile .
& yeahhs .. We watch Saw4 .. Me and AhJie scream like hell !
hahahaha ! all the others were seriously and happily watching the show .
Then awhile , Darryl and co. asked me to play Mahjong . i didnt wanted to as im watching the show .
bt they kept ' begging' me , so i had to play . then hubby went to BBQ the food . i played 2 rounds and then stop to check out Hubby .. hhe's playing with the chicken wings happily
so cute la ! ahahas !
Umms yeahs and thhen we played water bombs , Which made the whole chalet floor wet and couldnt be dried ..
-.- zzz . yeahs without cleaning , the other left the place and leaving only , me , hubby , WeiJun and Enjie to clean up the place .
as im so sick , Dad , Mum and sis oso came .
Mum and dad help me clean up the place .. blahblah .
thhen pack our things and left .
By right , we should leave today morning . but everyone wanna go home and im not feeling well .
so went home ..
and end here .

iLOVEHUBBY !
MUACKSMUACKS !

*if there's pic , i shall post it next time , if anyone of uu people have the chalet's foto , Please send them to me :D

2008-11-21T14:36:00.001+07:00

Well , Im So bored now .
stupid sister went on a date with Bro-in-law ..
They went Bugis i quess , to qet BIL's prom stuffs .
&& Sister just pangsehh me and AIAI at home ):
Idiot shhe .

Yesterday , Me and AiAi Makeup for sis .
Sooo damm funny , & im like doing everything ANYHOW !
i draw thhe eyeshadow and turn out to be like ' orh pa kak '
LAUGHS OUT LOUD !
Me and AiAi laugh like madcow which made sis kinda pissed off ;XX
she then looked into the mirror and shout .
Alrights , tht was loud -.-

Then after playing with her , treating her like our barbie doll and wasting MUCH OF MY COSMETICS T.T , we finally stop and be serious .
15mins later , she look so pretty with everything :D
Okais , all thanks to me and AiAi ;X
so Bhb hor ? :B

Then took some photo already all went to bathe and then watch TV .
Yeahs . So boring luhs , watched tv halfway , jus found out that , that two pigs beside me had fallen asleep -.-
wad the ...
Woke them up and then went to sleep ..

Today ,
i woke up damm late ;X 2 aqain ..
yeahs , and might be going KBOX with Sistar and AiAi Later :DDD
Hohos .

am i so idiotic ? boring ?
well , i might be thinking too much and being to sensitive luhs ):
or it's maybe the truth ........
but when i thought of it , it made me really sad ..
We're like going further and further away alr ..
Im Very sorry , cos u qirls asked me out and thhen i always reject .
cos last time my grandma's in the hospital , and i qotta visit hher .
now she's getting better so i can qo out .
Im Very Sorry .

Ohh yeahhs , My Bangkok/Taiwan/HongKong trip is cancel due to my Grandma .
Yeahs ..

End hhere ,,
BYEEE .
LOVES

2008-11-18T21:47:00.000+07:00

Alrights people :D
Im back to posting once aqain ,
dont u people think Vanessa Hudgen's soooo prettyy ?!
*THUMBS UP*

Well , today i woke up at 2+pm as ytd i couldnt sleep till 4am+ ..
Had been talking to Boyf over th phone and our baby Darella couldnt stop crying for th whole night which made Boyf qo really mad !
LAUGHS yeahs ! :X

And yeahs , i woke up and went to prepare ,
went to bathe and meanwhile let my comp upload HSM3 songs to my ZenMP4 .
i wanted my IPOD bak badly seriously D:

Alrights , aft preparing and all , i train down to dhoby ghaut to meet mummy once aqain :D
i didnt qo to the hosp to see grandma today as Mum had alr went in the afternoon and wanted her to have more rest later on ..
Reach thhere and we train down to Somerset .. we went to walk ard EVERYWHERE !
we went into 2 diff places Mango shop , OG , Metro , Isetan and many more luhs ..

Th cosmetics , the bags and the shoes ! Im so tempted to buy them all !
As i said , im qoing pull Sister and aiai down to see thhem !
GUESS , ParisHilton bag , DMK heels and Silky qirl cosmetics ! *faints*
soooo many of thhem !
The ParisHilton Wallet which cost about $139 .. Mum's qonna qet me that for my birthday prez !
She promised me that she's getting me a GUESS bag , ParisHilton Wallet and a pair of shoe. Most likely to be heels bahs .
Ohmy! Lucky me ! Yeahhs..

Actually Mummy wanted to qo to the Louis Vuitton shop to take a look .
But i didnt wan to qo thhere , as thhere's so many things ii wanted thhere !
Especially the scarf and the wallets thhere !
Drool manxzxz ! Seriously !
Too bad , i didnt have th money D:
im just waiting for mum and dad to buy for me as a surprise present for me birthday , but i think its impossible as they didnt know wad i wanted actually ;X

But after thinking , i think i'll better stick to GUESS and ParisHilton's stuffs .
They're soo pretty ! *Screamms*
Well , i pity Boyf luhs . im goin to force him to buy me one of those for my birthday ;X
LOLS ..
i quess he's planning to buy me a PSP ? .. which i abit didnt want it alr ;X
or am i being silly ? laughhs !
Well , no matter wad hhe buy for me , do for me , or even if hhe give me a stone pick from the floor for my birthday present , i'll still appreciate it as i think wad is important is the thought that count :D
ILY BOYF' ♥ !

Alrights , at ard 9+ , headed home :D
Reach home , th time has been coming to 10 ard . and i smsed Boyf'
Woah manxz ! my leg's soooo pain !
im walking with Heels for 5 hours and 2 MRT stops -.-
Pro me and mummy ..
LOLS ..

well , come to think of it ,
ii think i shld buy face mask and do facial at home alr .
my pimples are strting to POP out and Boyf' is gonna laugh at me and give me a nickname .
and with those pimples , im qetting real ugly ! >: Hmph .

Alrights , gotta rushh .
im qq to Mac with sister . she's hungry . LOLS
dumb ! ;X

Byepeople!
LOVES

2008-11-18T01:15:00.000+07:00

Quiz :D
From DingJu♥

Q1.Do you have secrets?
-Duhhs!

Q2.Would you fall in love with a gay?
-Feelings ;XX i dun even knw if boyf is gay ;X { Gay means happy kayys? }

Q3.Do you enjoy going to school?
-YEAHS ! :D

Q4.What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Buy Louis Vuitton , GUESS and many branded stuff to pamper myself and my LOVES one!

Q5.What is your view towards love?
Well ?? ..

Q6.Which is more blessed,loving someone or being loves by someone?
-Being love bahs ;X

Q7.How long will you be willing to wait for a person whom you love?
-Till hhe reject me and then i'll start to forqet him

Q8.If the person whom you loved once or now is attached,what will you do?
-Wait till hhe's single and GRAB th chance !!

Q9.Is there anything that has make you extremely happy?
-Nope , Unless i qet the chance to buy LV stuffs .

Q10.What makes you angry?
-When there's no stock for my Clothes

Q11.How you see yourself in 10 years time?
- RICH TAITAI ;X

Q12.Who is currently most important to you?
-LOVEs oneee :D

Q13.What is most important in your life?
-My Girlfriends ! + Furqie , darella and Boyf .

Q14.If two of your best friends dropped into the sea and don know how to swim,who will you save first?
-I'll jump down and drown with them .

Q15.Favourite colour?
- Black , White and Red !

Q16.Would you give it all in a relationship.
-Yeahhhsss !

Q17.If your ex who hurt you deeply wants you back,what will you do?
- Ask him qo fly kite :B

Q18.How are you feeling right now?
-Sleepyyy ! Zzzzz ..

Q19.Love or like?
-LOVE

Q20.8 people I have tagged.
one } Vanessa Hudgens
two } Vanessa Hudgens
three } Vanessa Hudgens
four } Vanessa Hudgens
five } Vanessa Hudgens
six } Vanessa Hudgens
seven } Vanessa Hudgens
eight } Vanessa Hudgens

2008-11-17T22:39:00.000+07:00

yesterday , Alarm Set at 11.30 am .
bbt it woke me up at 12.05 this morning . LOLS !
was so pissed and immediately charge my fone and went to prepare .
Today's plan is that im meeting Boyf and pass him Darella at 12 noon .
Im so late and gonna bbe so DEAD !
hhe smsed me and i explain to him everything ;X
embarassing embarassing EMBARASSING !
so paisehs luhs cos im always late and not puntual .

So i went to prepare and all ..
rush here and thhere .
Went downstairs to find him at 1 ..
thhen hhe say that im always not puntual luhs D:

Then pass him alr thhen i head to Clark Quay to find mummy :D
Reach thhere , waited for her for around 10 to 15 minutes then she come .
She took very long onee . laughs .
thhen i 'suan' her ;X

then we went to central to walk around .
And Yeahs , we were both very hungry that time .
So we headed to one of the Jap restaurant to have our lunch :D
Went in and sat down to order and then enjoy our meal .
and i jus found out that im always stuck with the number '7'
even my table number is '7' .. Horoscope says my lucky numbber is 7
and my index number is 7 ..

Ate Sushi and Jap food .

was soooo full at tht time ..

spent $65 at th restaurant.

After that , we went shopping at 'Central'

Both mummy and i bought a pair of $40 shoe each /

then we went on shopping .

and in another 15mins , went in th shop and Mummy bought another pants for $60 .

LAUGHS !

we're qood at spending money

thhen went into Charles and Keith shop .

thh things there is sooo cheap and was so shock as it was not what i expected the price to be

the sunglass is only selling for $20+ ..

well , im pulling AiAi and Matilda thhere to buy alr .

Teehees :P

Well, aft thht we headed to Liang Court .. there was soooo bored luhhs .

aft thht , Dad came to fetch us and we went to the Hosp to see grandma once aqain yeahs..

not so bored thhere tis time as ive brought my ' Seventeen' magazine thhere to read :DD

& before qoinq to the hosp , im laughing lyk a mad cow as mum walk into the wrong ward ;X

so many of the patients looked at me which made me sooo embarassed .

LAUGHS ! i still couldnt stop thinking abt th incident and kept wanting to laugh ;XX

`I bit my Lips to control my laughter
Well , aft everything , headed homee .

Let See ,

Tmr's plan is that im qoinq Chiantown's OG to qet my GUESS bag or heading orchard to qet some clothes and stuffs .

shall end hhere . im talking to boyf right now and its so silent .

hhe's playing his GTA ;X

okays , end here !

LOVES !

2008-11-17T21:06:00.000+07:00

well , im currently controlling my emotions .
ii feel lyk screaming , shouting , beating my pillow and scolding badwordds !
i wanna say those things which made me unhappy !

i wan them to feel something !
OR ; am i asking too much?
what they did hurt me D:

*people who doesnt knw th prob , please do not ask .. even if ure my friend , i might not say as its confidental .

why cant they just understand me?
im trying to change everything in their life alrights?
im helping thhem !

they're just making a fool of themself if they continue this alrights?
What are they thinking !
Ahs . let's just forqet it luhs
im jus a doq tagging behind them . -.-

ANGRY LOSER SCOLD BADWORDS !

2008-11-15T15:39:00.000+07:00

alrights ,
Im now blogging and dwnloading iTunes .
& its so laggy !
have to bear with it before 'people' say my blog's rotting/dead .
Laughs!

141oo8
morning , boyf' came to find me .
well , i was seriously not in a qood mood and ii attitude annd scolded him alot ;X
he's understanding and so he give in .
we were very quiet . & that's definetly not US !
we used to talk alot to each other . So as my bad attitude , i spoilt his day .
i very very sorry abt that ):

& then mum called me and said today im gonna have tuition at 3+ .
so Boyf' had to leave my house .
he left at 3 and we started sms-ing .
aqain , i attitude him because the way he say things made me unhappy ):
And we so called ' quarrelled ' and ignore each other for awhile .

After everything ,
Evening time at around 6 oclock , Family and i went to Vivo to have dinner ,
{ Thanks sister for making my day :D

After that , i finally sms-ed boyf' .
i apologised for spoiling his day . he forgave me .
i then went to the hospital to see my grandmother ):
My heart really hurt looking at my grandma in this state .
i have no comments about it . but jus sigh?
But that stupid sister of mine kept disturbing me .

Well , everyone in the hospital is so serious .
but me and sister is laughing like a mad cow at a corner .
Grandma looked at me )):

Phewwww . after that , left the place .
went downstairs to qet a drink and then headed home .

My mood was still bad ):
lie down on my bed and thought of many things .
well , i just hope that after my dream , a new fresh day could kill off all my unhappiness.

Zzzz..Zzzz..

151oo8
i woke up real 'early' today .
2pm+ .
im feeling much better now :D

Later heading to orchard to qet my sis a scarf and thhen to the hospital .
alrights thhen ..
i shall qo do my stuffs now .
Bye Peeps !

--LOVES

2008-11-13T17:35:00.000+07:00

Okais , ive jus done up my bloq ..
spent 5hrs doing it . shaqqs !
changed wishlist and everything !

thhere will be NO more vulgarities in my blog :D
CHEERS !

qotta rush now !
BYE PEOPLE ♥

2008-11-12T22:35:00.000+07:00

ive chanqqedd ; i feel tht like im always runninq away from problems .
But whhen i come to think of it ?
i doesnt have any problem .
ive thought too much ,

boy , im sorry to attitude uu . D:
forqive me?

i thhink that mmy wishes , my dreams will nt be fulfilled .
i shouldnt have come into this world and to Singapore .
i have sooo many choices .. why do i have to stay in SG whhereby people here are so stress up earninq for a living?
If not cos of him i think im at america / Jarkarta studyinq now ..

What am i thinking about ?
i know , our relationship may not last lonq cos of mmy attitude .
annd family ,? his family seems not to like me .

i can run away from probs now .
i didnt know wad choice to make .
People may say im silly as i gave up my wealth for a boy .

Do u know what love is ?
Is love jus a couple , hold hand , hughug , kiss kiss ?
th guy saying ' iloveyou ' to the qirl and that's love ?

Can people please help me decide ..
Friends,Boy or Wealth&HappyLife .

hais .

dont worry boy , i wont breakup wif uu de (:
**confusedd

2008-11-10T04:12:00.000+07:00

Shat manxzxz .
knw thh time now? 514am ,

eyes swollenn O_O Lonely D: miserablee ?_? borinq -.-

shaqqs !

couldnt qet to sleeeeep ! lyinq dwn on mmy bed turninq hhere annd thhere .

OHHH ! ive let mmy lips piercing close ! happy wiith it :BB

ii wana bb qdqirl ! ><

well ? recently now and thhen is jus spendinq time wiith boyf' ..

sorry girlf's ,, didnt really have much time withh uu people ..

wanna qo out mus call me kkays? :DDD

Alrighhts , ii shall upload some fotos ..

cuteee hor ?

lets see hher pic ..

doon scream as i knw she's really cuteeeee !

BABY DARELLA♥

May not look cute iin pic .

2008-10-28T11:29:00.000+07:00

27OCTo8
Weeee ewww weee !
done my Manicure :DD
Nicceeee . dark purpleee ..

Ytd wokke upp , checked HP annd straight away one sms from Nuer ..
&& a missed call from ahMeihh .
PSPS .. it cannt wakke me upp ;XX
Well ? annd thhenn jiu immediately prepare annd went to thh MRT station to wait for thhem :D
Planned to qo Bugis tgt ..
Went thhere , kept rinqinq Monq luhhs . shhe sae shhe'll join us .
thhen shhe keep sayin shhe cominq . laughhs !
thhen me , Nuer and Meih jiu qo walkwalk ..
all ardd till siians .. thhen me && Nuer wanna make nails .
we paint same colour :DD ILY nuer ! Mu Nu forever :D
LAUGH OUT LOUD !
thhen we continue to walkwalk ..
saw LOADS of Navel rinqq .
$28 ,, ii rather spent thh money on other stuff ehh
bt im so tempted to buy as thh ' blinqblinq ' is soooo niceee !
*thumb up*
thhen instead buyinq thh navel studd , went to buy a bagg :D
hees :BB
Feel bored at Bugis..
so and thhen , train dwn to Penisula walkwalk aft thht ,
:DDD old and dirty place :XX
had LonqJohn before shoppinqq
lend Meih buy hoodies annd thhen we jiu went to walk many many roundds ..
was helpinq Nuer find hher pink and Black stripe , lonq sleeves so call jacket?
but thhen all no size . can wear it as a skirt -.-
aft thht , ard 4+ 5 ,, jiu train back lerhs .
Monq didnt join us at thh end. nvm luhhs :D

still will LOVE hher derhs ♥
lauughhs ..

aft thht at ard 6+

2008-10-26T12:53:00.000+07:00

shagsShags ;
downstairs my house qot weddinq ..
which woke me up as thheir music on SOOO loud ! fk ;X
bbt whhen lookinq at thh Lovely bride and groom ,
find thhem veryy lovely :DD

im bored bored bored bored bored !
have nothinq better to do !
Nobody ask me out todayy D;
sobbs .. as i always turn ppl dwn .. ii thhen knw thh reason whyy ..
ii wan qo meet Girlf's .. bbt suDaRSHINI tmr celebratinq deepavali , so she'll bb damm busyy ..
dun0e who to call alr ..
ii wan qo orchard wiith mummy ,, bbt im broke alr ;XX
&& thht matildddaaa wont qo .. shhe's doinq hher O level art stuff now -.-

ShagsShaggs !
im BOREDDDD ~
ii need PSP to keep me company ,,
couldnt stop thinkinq abbt thht PSP monq lend me withh thht DJ max !
ii wanted it LONG aqo lahs cans? :X
i dowan PS2 . kenasaiii !

i wanna qo for a shoppinq spreeee ! bbt im broke as i said D:
i wann More MONEYY !
ii wan a JOB !
i wan EVERYTHING !

ltr Furqie qq Treatment . zzzz ~
ii qotta ask thh boss iif hhe need ppl to help him look aft his shop and i qotta help him clean those doq's poo .
'LAUGHS !
im earninq little moneyy l0rhs DD:
Fliers? Sians luhhs thht one .
summore damm PS ! >< href="http://s259.photobucket.com/albums/hh282/Slackkerlee/?action=view&current=LVWallet.jpg" target="_blank">

Awwww ! >< href="http://photobucket.com/images/lv+scarf" target="_blank">

OH FUCK !
MY NAIL CRACK AND CHIP OFF WHEN IM SCRATCHING MY HEAD
FUCKKKK ! DDD;
ii wanna qo medicure alr !
shaggs ! annd pedicure :D

Any cheap one to recommand ?
ii'm really broke now D:

2008-10-25T10:46:00.000+07:00

HAPPY 7th MONTH WITH BOYF' !
it has been a hard time , qq through ups and downs tgt ..
being tgt , solvinq probs tgt ..
doing bad things tgt ;XX .. qet into trouble tgt..
and almost everything togetherr . he's always thhere for me .. and im always thhere for him ..
:DDD thh smile to chheer me upp given to me when im downn ..
thhe shoulder to lean on whenever my tears dropp .
thh first one to rescue whenever im in troublee .

thh one who lovees to beat me , thh one who love to disturb me , thh one who love to bully me .
Most importantly ,, thh one who LOVES me most annd deep down from heart .
is him . Deelan ..

im a Slut thh last time . breakinq promises and hurtinq uu deeply..
ive let uu waited for so many months .
ii Swear thh Past wont repeat . Trust me !

im happy tht uu're willinq to give me a chance once aqain :D
Boy , iLOVEyou..
Happy 7th Month together once aqaiin ..
U're mmy chaoahbeng and that's forever :D
We're fated to be tgt ..

* we're strangers at tht time ,, u're thh guy who sat next to me in secondary 1 registeration dayy . Rmb thh Rude stare i gave you? LAUGHS !
uu wanted to scold mme at thh time .. But u didnt . Luckily alrights? LOLS !

alrighhts , ii qotta rushh ..
qq Hospital soon .
LOVEYOU DEELAN !
:DDD
Muacks !

2008-10-24T15:11:00.000+07:00

back to bloqqinqq :DD
firstly ;
hmms ;X no face to bloqq . cos ive rescued mmy lips piercing aqain ;X
Awwwww ! ><
mmy heart real hurts alrights . ii cannt let it close D:
give me more time PLEASE ?? luckily boif' allow .
ILOVEHIM TILL I DIE MANXZXZ ! :DDDD
i wanna qo 0n date with hiim alr ;D LAUGHS !

Secondly ;
alrighhts , im tellinq ppl tiis ,
i have Limits der okays?
wad uu people do , ii let uu all carry on .
better watch wad u're sayinq h0r
i've been controlinq my anger for very lonq alr .
i tell uu , iif it has reach my limit alr , i'll giv uu one tight slap on ur fckinq face ..
wad's uur prob? ii didnt even make uu people uu all thought i nice to bully uhs?
Try me la? Let's see ..

ive never been really angry iin Secondary school yet .
dont make me do those stupid things which ii've done in thh past and hope nt to repeat thhem in Secondary school

whhen qq on Secondary schh , ive promised myself , my parents , Sisters nnt to do all those stupid stuff aqaiin . uu people better nt make me break promised ..
i'll treat how uu people treat me . I'll bb nasty
Don blame me for that .
Reflect on wad uu have done .

LAUGHS '
let's stop all thhose crapps . wadever thhey say , dont affect my life .
bbt really thhey have to shut thheir big gap .
thhey're nobody to me annd couldnt control my life ;D
wont make thhem hurt mmy girlf's oneee .

ytd 231oo8
Last day of sch ler
Reachh sch kinda early
first time 'LAUGHS .
thhen went to borrow Mong's PSP annd play in thh class as assembly's iin class today :D
Play DJmax .. shout lyk hell ;XX
sooooooooooo fun ! i wan oneee ! Regret buyinq PS2 last time .. nvr play also ;XX
aft thht , tcher came iin , quickly giv bak monqq hher PSP annd thhen went to clean table .
thhen play water , clean table till mmy hand stinks . EW !
annd boyyf' keep sayinq im a auntie D:
fuuck hiim one day ! ;XX Jus kiddinq thhere .
Thhen took bak report book D:
haiishh . damm fkinq sadd . real sadd .
ii wanna qet top 10 in class .. bbt couldnt make it D:
Sad Sad. sobbs .
Havent reachh my expectation .. parents oso kindaa Dissapointedd . bbt didnt wanna sayy . keep tellinq me to try harder nxt yr
Clas Position : 21/41
Level Postion 33/80+

Siqqhh . bbt wanna grats Girlf for thheir qd results and Karl , Tyas and Eunikar for promotinq to Express :DDD
Eunikar leavin us D;
Will Miss hher loadds one ; although shhe always beat me :BBB
Aft schh , headed 644 wiith Girlfs annd went to have Prata and bubble tea ..
treat hhere treat thhere -.-
LAUGHS'
aft thht , jiu went homee .
thhen home , dye hair . now colour is lyk so obvious . ZZZ
went out with mothher annd cut hair .. fringe short short . NABEH !
aft thht , Baobei rinq me , so immediately qo find hher && co..
qo mmy hse thhere de gate brinq thhem iin annd thhey went for a swim .
while thhey're swimminq , talked to boyyyf :D
aft thht , thhey went for a bath annd thhen headed to heartland mall ..
buy my Lip stud ;X thhey eat annd thhen CK to buy Baobei mother stuff.
aft thht ii jiu headed home ..
:DDDDD

Today
woke upp at 1+ and shocked to received soooo many msges .. so one by one reply ..
annd thhen went to have Breakfast annd watch thh tv .
actually wanna qo orchard with mothher to shop .. bbt shhe wanna wait for dad to come homee .
shaggs shaggs ~
thhen now awaitin for sister to come homeee .
annd dad thhen qq hops to see grandma D:
aft thht zai qo shop ;XX

end hhere yeahhs !
LOVES ~

2008-10-21T22:26:00.000+07:00

Hello Earthling !
Shags manxzxz ! Today had finally decided to letmy Lips hole close D;
for thh sake of BOYF' !
Laughs ~ well? hhe said it's ugly D: annd ii find it kinda ' zhor teng ' so aft thinkinq soooo muchh . decided to take it off .well of cos mmy heart hurts D:
its jus lyk killinq my babyyy ~
SHAGS !
well? hmmms ... ii shall bbe a qool qirl from today onwards :BB
ii dowanna qet involve into taiji-s anymore .
promised boyf' alrightts. :D
ILYYY♥
But Sobbs . Once again hhe said im uglyy withh thht hole on my Lip.. ;X

Alrights ..
Today went to schh , There's activity outside schh.
went to Dragon Kin Pottery dun0e wad stuff ;X
thhere's so many words to describe thh place ! BORING ; Hot ; Dirty ; Muddy !
Just EWWWWW !
We mus explore thh place under thh hot sun wif no aircon .
and it's lyk so dirty cans? =S
Okaiis ; and thhen we have qot a chance to make our own pottery thinggyy .
ii curve mmy name annd boyf' name : 欣D on thht pottery thingg,,
Laughhs ;DDD
aft schh annd everything , Send Sayang home hher mothher's angry ii quess. ;X
annd thhen girlf's and ii went to heartland mall .
we bought NC16 Horror DVD thhen went to hse dwnstairs so call KTV room to watchh it .
LOLS ! we're lyk screaminq lyk mad cows ~
:DDDD fun !
well , movie end .. went to walk ard thh condo && thhen halfwae tru , rain heavilyy ..
zzzz . went to play in thh rain for awhile annd thhen headed homee all wet .
Girlf's use thh laptop annd ii went to bathee .
aft thht awhile at 5 thhey jiu qo home alr ..
had a great time withh them !

LOVES .

2008-10-19T11:55:00.000+07:00

D: Jus went into Jieh's bloq D;
shhe went court liaos . fuckkubb ..
forqet to askk hher to takecare D:
i'll miss hher alot alot alot derhhs ! SERIOUSLY !
JIEH PLEASE TAKECARE OF URSELF INSIDE.
I wont tio ppl's taiji alrights?
i will wait for uu to come out annd qo out tgt !
Jus hope thht uu can see this Post .
DD:

taKkeCaRe
--LOVES

2008-10-18T14:20:00.000+07:00

17octo8
Finally well annd went bak to schh :DDD
Misses mmy babes and girlf's much one cans?
hahs! iin schh slack lyk siiaooo ~
lalala~ didnt take my med in thh morninq .
nearly died halfway through science lesson ;XX
so asked MsTAN annd thhen went to buy mineral water for mmy medd .
SHAGS ! EW MANXZXZ !
thhen watch dun0e simi video . LAMEEEEE !
well ? aft schh , Raininq ..
so ii rinq dad come brinq me cos ii qt headache D:
SHHHH ~
thhen aft thht , ask dad to qiive Girlf's a lift to HgPoint :DD
aft thht , me annd dad jiu qo have Lunchh .
thhen went to 684 walk ard and bought thh ' Kim zhua ' <- dun0e hw to spell .
to pray mmy late Uncle .
It's His birthdae on Sundae . bbt we went thhere earlier .

He's indeed qd uncle . hhe has all sorts of cool tenchnology stuffstuff ..
hhe can use his watch to on thh Tv and switch Channel . LOLS !
cool uhs? hhe usually share all thhese funnyfunny tech with us :D
annd we have loads of fun observinq all kinds of things hhe share ..
But .. haishh.. nvm ..

well ? bought lerhs jiu qo ChuaChuKang near thh cemetery thhere prayyprayy ..
thhen aft thht , oso went to pray my great-grandmother .
;DDD
aft thht jiu qo bak ler
nearly fell asleep iin dad's car , bbt hhe TALK ALOT to makke me awake . LOLS !
thhen went to Sengkang thht area as ii wanted to qet a drink .
Throat damm Dry = Sore throat = PAIN !
So went thhere annd blahblahs ~
aft thht jiu went home liaos ..
thhen on thh comp chatted with ShiXIAN aiai~ :D
thhen shhe wanna meet . so we headed bugis . lalala~
shopshop .. walkwalk .
bought loadds of stuff :DDDDDDDD
Shop lyk #$!%^#$^!@& !!!
:DD thhen 8+ train bak home .
reachh home 9++ .
So went to sms Boif' and SHeart :D
thhen feelinq tired . fell asleep at 11+ ?

kena woke up loads of time by thht two Bitches iin my room ..
matildddaaaa and aiai .
wahlao ~ Talk Aneh loud one cans?!
LOLS . madd women .. ;XX

today ;
woke up and have an alien voiceee.
WOOOOOOOOO ! HAHS ! laugh lyk maddd !
at thh same time . throat's damm uncomfortable lyk maddd .
feel thht qt asthma . dyinq soon lerh X_X
HELPPPP !

2008-10-16T10:02:00.000+07:00

SHAGS !
LOVE sickk
boif' and ii are sickk DD: shaggs manxzxzxz !
kena forced to take medicinee . -.-

16OCTo8
woke upp , nt well DD: didnt went to schh . so went bak to sleep . sms boif' .. same thing happen to hiim . SHAGS ! sicksicksick -.-
thhen went bak to sleep . wokke up at 10+ 11 .. sms-ed Jie , Marmie and boif' ..
boif' cabb dwn find me.
iie jiu qo prepare . went dwn to find hiim . thhen we train dwn to hg station to find Jingew annd girlf's .
waited for girlf's for soooo damm lonq one cans?
LOLS ! aft thht , went bak to thh station thhere and find thhem ..
thhen jiu train dwn to Habour font. went vivo walkwalk ~
arcade .. and so . blahhs ..
annd went to toyrUs play :DDD
FUNNN ! HAHAS !
bbt thh guys dowan qo iin . blahhhsss !
aft thht , at ard 6++ jiu train bak alr ..
boif' send me home thhen hhe jiu went bakk .
SHAGS manxzxz !
went home ,, ate thh med annd went to sms annd thhen to sleeep .
was damm sick DD:

summore heard from girlf's abbt my results ..
damm Dulann ;
my results drop till dun0e lyk wad shit DD:
Math : 52/100
Homec : 47/80
MT : 62/100
Sci : 79/100 <-- couldnt qet into thh top3 . Damm Pissedd DD:

today ;
once aqain didnt went schh .
Watchhed tv annd nw is lyk?
half deadd . alrighhts .
gg to sleep soon aqain .
med iis infront of me . jus feel lyk throwin iit away.
fuckub !

DDDDDDDDDD;
Dearrr ; qet well soon .
iLOVEyou

2008-10-12T11:00:00.000+07:00

ytd 12OCTo8
Girl's went to my hse for a swim at 10+ 11 lyk thht . by thh time , still sleepinq . kena wokee up by ahJie's call . thhen jiu went to prepare and walk dwn to find thhem :DD lalala~
swim swim swim .. playplayplay . aft thht at ard 1+ 2 lyk thht went to bathe . thhen bus dwn to Hougang mall for lunchh
actualli intend to qo vivo or heartland mall . bbt Vivo too farrrr ! all lazy qo lyk thht ;X
thhen went thhere de LongJohn for lunchhh .. sat dwn , aft finish eatinq saw one ahhlian walk in . keep lookin and found out thht its YONGWEI !! HAHAHAHAHAH !
Yonqwei and Laopo came hhere to eat :D Miss thhem manxzxzxz ! thhen ltr Dearest come findd me . thhen i pangsehh thhem awhile and went off with girlf's to buy mmy makeup stuff :BB
thhen aft thht jiu qo up to arcade annd ask YW , Laopo and dearest to come meet me .
thhen play a few rounds of DDR jiu qo liao . went to thh BLUEZ bought my barbell ..
aft thht jiu train home at ard 5+ cos thought parents qq out . SHAGS !

went home , thhey didnt qo out . damm pissedd off ~
talked to my parents .. blahblah . and loadds .
ii've decided to close my Lips Piercinq . -.- GARRRRRRR !
wadever !
went to sleep while aft sms-inq boif'

iLOVEhiim DEEPLY ~
Swwweeeeeeet ! ♥

2008-10-08T14:08:00.000+07:00

HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAE SUDARSHINI ~
biitchhy ; iiLOVEyoos loads alrights? happy birthhdaee ;DD have a nice dayy .

ytd ; 7thOCTo8
woah woahh ;DD mmy math paper is BOOOOSHIT MANXZXZXZ !
sooooooooooo difficult .. well EuniKAR oso said difficult .
so ? let's jus forqet it . thh top student ehhs !
summore MR ng is damm damm fierce todae. SHAGS !
Wad's thh prob man !

aft paper , went Bugis with Girlf's + Jie's Bro annd pangseh-ed Boif' . SHAGS ! sorryyy ..
went to bugis and bought HOODIES ! WOOOO !
iin my wishlist hoodies is ~~HOODIES~~ Strike off !
yay ! :D LOLS !
well im lamee and ii knew it So pls dont comment :BB
Went thhere , shop ard asked thh price of thh piercinqq ..
awwww ! ii needa start savinq now manxzxz !
60$$ . shags ): damm no mood aft hearinq thht . EXPENSIVEEE !
aft thht at ard 1+ or 2 jiu train home alr . Drop off at Kovan station..
went homee. damm tiredd . wanted to take a nap :DD
Online ; chated with Laopo ..
shhe thhen call me annd say borinq so decided to meet hher :D
i miss hher so MUCH MANXZXZ !
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Shld jio hher out more often .
actually planninq to qo AMKHubb ; bt thh troublesome yonqwei ;X jus bus dwn to mall ..
so went mall walk walk . went to thh library .. ZZZZ
Aracade thhen playground to find YW's frienddd .
aft thht ard 6+ jiu went home lerhs as qot tuition .
SHAGS !
went home tuitor hhere alr..
tuition tuition tuition . zzzz till 9+ ..
tiredd . tuitor still hhere bt ii jus went into thh room lie dwn on my bed and fell asleep .
was smsinq boif' ..
Opps . sorryy ><

todae .
Wokke upp early and immediately went to sms boif' . cos ytd fell asleeep .
Zilinq wanted to meet me bbt ii didnt went down as ii havent study for my homec..
Paiisehhhs >< !

Went to schh . no1 thhere as Dearest went to meet Zilinq :B im all Aloneee .
listeninq to sonqs , studyinq { well ? nt really } , smsinq boif' and waitinq for people to comee .
Enjie went dwn to accompany me .. so studyy ? :DDDD

aft thht Everybody come dwn lerhhs jiu chatchat and study tgt ..
kept talkinq to Suhui abt piercinqs and tattoos . LOLS !
she's so cuteee and funnyyy annd she's a piercinq expert okaiis?!
dont playplay :B HAHS !

thh paper todae was kinda easy :DDD
aft thh paper , Dearest still qt hher CPA theory . so didnt wait for hher .
went to thh canteen and saw Sister thhere .. askked hher if wanna qo home tgt bbt she went to see thh tcher . dowan to accompany hher ..
so went to thh foyer to slack alonee .
stupid farid ask me to qo home . ZZZZ . wth.
so i went out of thh schh alonee . stand dwn thhere wait for sister .
Nabeh damm lonq one cans?! 1hr+ okaiis ?!

She came out and scold hher :B HOHO~
Rinq Mummy and decided to qo meet her at harbour front .
Went bak home dwnstairs thhen train to HF alr .
Reachh thhere couldnt find mummy .. -.-''
thhen aft sum mins of searchinq , finally found hher .
shhe treat us makan makan ehhs ..
LOLS !
went into thh restaurant thhen makan la?

Aft thht jiu train homee .
:DDD nw at home nth to do . raininq heavily ..
ltr qt tuition aqain bt im qonna FLEEEEE ! :DDD
WHEEEEEEEEEEE !
;XXX Sians ehhs ..
jus nw wear clothes for furqie ..
eeyer . kenasai ;XX LOLS . bt kinda cute okaiis ?!
will upload foto nxt time :DDD
end hhere yeahhs ~
BYEEEEE

i've decided to treat mummy qood . i jus knw thh reason why she always scold me and dont allow me to do many things .. shhe dowann me to be hurt ..
she's protectinqq me.
While last time , i think thht she's jus protectinq hherself bt im wronqq .
i felt so guilty cos of thh way i treated hher last time ..
no matter hw bad i treat hher , shhe'll still give iin ..
i knw . she's stressed upp by many things yet i still qo make hher angry .
MarMie ,, im Sorry .
i'll be a qood girl from todae onwardds .
i say it and i mean it cos im amandaLEE ..
:DDDDDD
MUMMMY ; ILOVEYOU .

2008-10-06T17:45:00.000+07:00

Okaiis ; jus changed my blogskin once again !
** MUM ! i knw u've always been secretly looking at my blog ! GARRRRR ! ;DD

well , todae's chinese paper ! ohmyy ! DIFFICULT !
ii nearly gave upp halfway . bbt ii cantt . i always rmb wad mum and dad told me :D
NEVER NEVER ' Ban Tu Er Fei ' ..
ii dont understand a single thing on thh story story thing oso . SHHAGGGS !
ROARRRRRRR !

Went to Point aft thht paper ; saw Dearest thhere wiithh hher mommiee :D SOO SWEEEEET !
i think i shall spend more time with Mum nxt time :B Boohoho~
ii wrote a letter to hher ; didnt knw hw she feel now . Currently shhe's nt at home , thht idiotic sister wanted to eat Tibits and shhe went to 'Sun Bian' buy for hher. shaggs . Sister's so troublesome !!!
shhe always expect me to qet hher food and she'll jus lie dwn FLAT on th sofa -.-
nice one uhs? wth manxZXZXZ !
Okaiis? went to thh carpark to play Catching ! LOLS !
WE'RE CHILDDDDISH ! ;X at thh same time , ~~cute~~
LOLS . glad thht Suda's bak to us aqain :DD bt we're distrubinq hher lyk %^!%$!

aft thht , me , AhMei and Nuer went to playground to look for boif' and hhis co. ;D
iLOVEhim . ♥
slack at thh playgroundd
&&
hhe send me home and thhen farewell ..
well ? im qoinq for dinner now .

LOVES !

2008-10-05T13:24:00.001+07:00

Sians sehhs ;
so far , iit seems lyk im free from probs aqaiin . Well? maybe MORE will bbe cominq aft me >< SHHAGGGS !
Hmms? ytd didnt went out iin thh eveninq . Actually planninq to find boif' bbt didnt DD:
Was bored ytdd .
todayy , woke upp , rot and went to do my art . Haiishh .
It's wastinq mmy timeeee !!!

jus found out thht me annd Ahmei;YW , Dearest annd Laopo iis qettinq further and further away luhhs ;
MUSTMUSTMUST jio thhem out one daeee . i dont careee manxzxzxz !
:DDDDDDDD
Awww>< wantinq to qo for another piercinqq . Eyebrow? bbt kinda pain lyk thht ;X
im actuallyy kinda HATE thh pain ! ><
Well ? shld Jio Laopo out tgt annd decide :D
But boif' wont let me pierce ehhs ..
hmms? qqirl's face too many hole nt nice . thht's wad Peggy said :DD LOLS !

Haishh . ltr qt tuition aqaiiin ... nabehh .
dun0e why nowadaes ppl are treatinq me qood and thh old friends of mine are all cominq bak to me.
Motive? i dont think so :DDD

Jus found out thht i have ' KOK TAO' means? mmy head thh top lyk? pop out ?
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !
KENASAI . lyk $%%%@#^$@#
bbt mum say tht's qood -.- wth?
another fortune teller?
Tht's thh most ugliest thing ive seen !

? as i qrew older? i jus found out thht im growin from ugly to UGLIER !
Mirror is mmy enemy now . SHAGGGSS !

End hhere , Furgie's walkinq all ard me smellin thh ground . ZZZZZZZZZZZ .
ScratchScratchh ,
im brinqinq hher to thh Petshop to do hher fur treatment aqain . ZZZ .
appointment at 330 . i qotta rush !
BYE PEOPLE :D

im Startinq to LOVE my life and HATE my appearance aqain :DDD
Nxt year's gonna bbe a BIG change ;D

2008-10-03T14:13:00.000+07:00

Alrights ;
went to take my 18 pages geog paper todae . 1hr30mins . Woahhs ;
-.- paper ended at 936 and i finish doinq everything at 930 .
aft schh , went accp DingJu for haircut . lalala~
aft thht bus nd walk to playground with girlf's :D
reach thhere . was told smth .

im really blur .. i didnt think much thht time . i didnt knw wad to do .
they're friendds . okays? frienddds .
and wad boif' did for me . was total incredibleee .
bbbt ? he's doinq IT to Erzi ?
well ; maybe nt Erzi alr . since .. i knew it ! hhe hate me now for suree . and thht's 100% for sure .
aft thht thing , i went to confort Erzi . hhe asked me to qo away .
i knw . wad boyf' had done .. its cos of me and it's 99.999% or mayb i shld say 100% my fault .
yeahs . and i knw its MINE . Haiishh ..
Erzi shld be hatinq and dowanna talk to me now . yeahhs . i knw .
Enjie / Norvan / Erzi ?
me hhere . wanna tell uu .. i didnt knw wad am i doinq . i shld have STOP thh whole thing
iin my heart , i feel really guilty . REALLI guilty .
Lookinq at uu . b___d cominq out ? i felt really ... i dun0e hw to described.
im Stressedd , Vexedd and Boredd .
Life's like tiis .

Suda , its another case . my ex- sweetheart . now , we're worst than strangers . uhhuhs?
i dun0e wad happenedd . uu said? uu admire me . yeahs .
why do uu have to admire till lyk? lesbians?
Days by days , i cannt take it . i went bak to find chanel annd cool myself down .
&& yeahhs . Chanel has been a qood person .. alrights? uu aren't close to hher . that's why uu dun0e hher well .
uu tell ppl . my attitude change . its not me okayys? many people say its uu .
and wadever uu say ... its really hurtinq . i rather uu say it infront of me . rather than behind my back .

BYEBYE !

2008-10-01T12:45:00.000+07:00

well ?
i lonq time no post lerhs ; Shall post now .
at home rottinq and waitinq for mmy tuitor to come .
ROARRRRRRRR !
well ? i'm boreddd !

aft exams , these are thh things iie wanna do !
1. qo out with Laopo & Dearest as many days as possiblee !
2. qo out with GIRLfriendds/ Erzii !
3. out with boif' :D
4. Catch at least 1 moviee
5. Piercinq? thinkinq of where to pierceee .
6. Taiwan with family :DD
7. Tour with Cuz :D
8. Tattoo in Taiwan ; Tht's wad dad saidd.
9. change a new hairstylee ! spike again? maybe ...
10. qet Furgie more CLOTHES !
lalala .
many many morreee . bt tuitor cominq . shall endd hhere :D
TC !

--LAME POST

2008-09-26T19:08:00.000+07:00

S;H;U;A;I ~

2008-09-15T19:29:00.000+07:00

PB Kia and Tcher playinq ;D

Raffles Hotel life

That's where taitai order their stuff

One of thh watch shop which ive forgotten . Rolex i qquess?

Sunday ;DD

went to Raffles hotel again aft we had our Breakfast at clarke Quay ;D

So Coooool ;DD

Thh LV shop can make u DROOL ! ohmyyy <333333333333333333333

aft thht , tuition -.-

i was angry. quarrelled with mum . ;X oppsssy !

sorrrryy ><

2008-09-15T19:17:00.001+07:00

Saturdayyy ;D
Lazyy POST LAHS !

Pictures only :

:D NOT NICE AT ALL D:

ZhiLian 1I LOVE my PB KIA ;DD

ZhiLian2

ZhiLian 3

Zhilian 4

Marcheeee ;DD niceee .

Nabehh u take enough alr?

2008-09-11T17:18:00.000+07:00

D: Many taiji-s . Everyone's bloq kena spammedd ;
eg , MINE , DJ , KellyJie , classbloq , blahhblahh ;
Still qot alot laaa ! i link ard annd see ppl's bloq. wahlao ! siao ayyee .
jus realised that nowadays ppl have nothinq better to do ; qqet a life la DOGS !
Many spammers dont dare write their name out -.- scared embarassed parents? HAHS !
ytd EnJie;Erzi and Jinqyew oso qot taiji . wahlannn !

Today was totally fuck-edd up ! suspected Jestine spammed thh class bloq , went to find her durinq Science lesson today with DJ . NB lahs -.- aneh hum . ii talked to her SO damm thh nicely . she showed attitude . smlj la . SucksSucksSuckkks ! -.- BLAHHHH !
so pissedd off . so scolded hher ;X thhen thht bloody hell Tan came iin . then we still scoldinq hher , thhen thht shorty asked us to go bak -.- NB !
then HomeEcon i sibehh Guai 1 cans? i do 6 pages of work lehhhs !
then Boi was thhere drawinq my handd -.- LOLS . u qood ; u qood !
then later Chinese lesson . Gladd thht thh tcher didnt scold meeee ! kept talkinq to shermain annd DingJu ;DD
Geog went to sit with Boi . kept askinq Jingyew to pierce his ear . i HELP HIM NEHHHH !
hhe dontwant -.- Then i helped boi pierce through his 2nd hole . ohmyy .
Thhen Jinqyew dont dareee ; nevermind thhen .
last period rahmat ; hhe keep sayinq i gangster . Alrights ; i simply hate whad he've said .
he show no respect . Jus everythinq SAY out . always pick on my piercinq and DI-SIao me .
-.- wtf only ! SuckSUCKSsucks! summore hhe qo ask one girl to write ' Amanda had married yeseterday ' <-- forgotten . bt summarise is smth lyk thht . Nabeh right? cheebye !
Knw hw paiisehh am i? always pick on me !

Nowadays ppl say ; my attitude changed from bad to worst . isit true? can u people come tell me straight? as in ; i'm not angry . i jus wanna knw whad's wrong with me?!
i feel that i'm qoinq bak to pri6 self . cos there's too much things happeninq !
is this life? cannot be?
teachers nowadays lyk to pick on me && i always tio taiji -.- bloq kena spammeddd ; wth .
people say thht i mixed with wrong company?
Boi & Erzi ?
Even now Karl oso lyk . dont like talkinq to me? Suda always angry , Hansel said i've changedd , sister say my attitude sucks .
D: please tell me whad ive changed ! i dontwan u all to think that i'm a action kia !
D: i think i did nothinq wrong and i didnt changed !
suda and Hansel say they've qo thh same suggestion?
Why suda dont wanna tell me? am i her friend anot? she always keep problems to herself . which i dont like.
Whhad shld i do next? listeninq ears? i've alr stated out thh problems .
Even Nickson said i've changed . he tried to give me qood advices lyk , qq to thh church . and i kept using ' !!!!! ' on him which made him pissed i guess?
then hhe said hhe didnt wanna talk 2 me alr .
haish .

Not my day ...

2008-09-09T19:57:00.000+07:00

HELLO BLOG :D
i'm back to postinq once again =D well ? was busy online shoppinq annd 4qot everythinq abt studies . i kept tellinq myself . TMR TMR TMR ~ && that's a never endinq oneeee ><
Awww ; i'll regret one manxzxz ! i think i'll better start studyinq TMR -.-
Sad to sayy ; i have nt completed my math hmwrkk . GHOSH ! BORINGG ~
Well ; maybee later . at ard 11+?
ARGH ! dont feel like qq to sch tmr . Let me REN one more year . Nxt year would bbe DIFFERENT :D Believe it ornot ~

Today went sch ; went to thh bench to slackk :D Tie & Borinq day . Nothinq much happenedd , Math was totally BORINGGG ! BOOOSHIT manxzxz !
aft thht recess , went to meet KellyJie . shhe came down to 1a2's class find meee =D i toldd her whad happened , then she helped me settle taiji . shags ! Actualli i didnt want her to help as i dontwana qet her into trouble ; as i thought she only ask , aiyahs .
then me and DJ kena caught by Normala . she asked us to her office and talk . -.-
PCB . _l_ Fuck u lahs _l_
Aiyah . watever ; and wad's thh biq deal if Me and Deelan stead?
siao aye !

&& 1a2 de People ; can thht CHILDISH one who LIKE TO SPAM , Pls fuck back to ur class la ?
Leave 1a1 alone if we never even make u la ! Wat's ur problem? findinq trouble for us? U think fun ahs? everyday qo down ur class stand outside thhere askinq ppl to admit -.- PLS LA HOR? Jus admit , and say u wont do it again . Jiu sua la? create so much trouble . well , since u qot me into this state , things would be WAYWAY different :D Let's wait & see .
I'll use a special programm to track down th IP address and check who are u .
well ? u'll be REALLY Sorry thhen ; cya in hospital soon ! :D
&& fuck u la paotow KIA _l_ qo homee suck ur mothher neh la h0r? Nothinq better to do?
nt ur taiji also? BIG MOUTH ! _l_

aft sch ; went home && chated with Deelan till VERYVERY LONG :D hahs!

2008-09-06T20:48:00.001+07:00

Awwww ! sch's reopeninq on Mon .
2 more days to qo . ohhF**K ! have SOOOOO many things to settle !
Sucks manxzxzxz ! Well ; i promised to study hard till exams are over ! Common test's 3As isnt enough :B
i simply hate those idiots tchers -.- they think that ppl with MANYMANY piercinqs means they're a paikia? Well ; at least i scored 3As for u all see h0rhs . CB ! :D
bt i failed two subject . well , since i'm returninq my report book , i'll show thh results here :D
SHOW OFF :B YEAHS !

Chinese - 70 [ A2 ]
Math - 73 [ A2 ]
Eng - 58 [ C5 ] <- FUCK MANXZXZXZ !
Sci - 86 [ A1 ]
Geog - 33 [ U ] :B nicceeee
Home Econ - 47 [ U ] <-- By some marks ! Awww ><>
Art - 69 [ B3 ] GARRR ; BY ONE MARK !

well ? Jealous ? HAHS ! Nahhs ; many ppl take better results than me ]= screw them ! :P
Hmms ~ i'm in my beautiful dream now . If I qet qood results in EOY . i can request for SOOO many things ! GARRRR !
New Handphone , more piercinqs? , Tattoo ! jus a small onee :D , MONEY ! , HAPPINESS !
MUAHAHAHAHAHA ! ohmy ohmy ! i'm qettinq exciteddd ~
Well , i may not bloq often alr then . i NEEDA study ! :B
WHEEEEE !
&& ppl ; pls dont come find trouble with me ! i'll be busy studyinq .
aft settle-inq thh idiot , NO MORE NO MORE troubles !
:DDDDDD YEAHSSS !
LIFE IS GETTING GREATER & GREATER !

Awww ; i still nida rush my math hmwrk DD:

2008-09-05T20:04:00.000+07:00

1a2 guys :D yeahs i'm talkinq abt u .
HUBERT & ALLAN .
wad are u 2 childish people up to?
oooo spam bloq? fun uhs?
PLEASE fuck off from 1a1 ; and fuck bak to ur class la hor
and Hubert . pls mai step yi ge la h0r?
step smlj benq? u dare spam . dont dare admit .
u so hum wanna be benq?
Allan ; u aneh retarded u wanna play?
say u qot chap . u play where one?
Please laaa u 2 ...
Grow up & qqet a life lah KIDS -.-

Well ; let's ignore thh 2 kids -.- they have nth to do bt to go to ppl's bloq to spam . and yeahs ! they think it's fun . well ? i jus think that it's a waste of time ..
i jus bought my colour contact ! SCREAMMMS !
YEAHHS ! tot todae qot tuition bt donthave ! && morninq nt feelinq well ; didnt qo out with dearest and Laopo DD:
CB ! sommemore actually can qo out with Kelly Jie oneee ! _l_
Sorryyy ! i Miss her badly ! i wanna qo out WITH HER!!!!
so afternoon , went heartland mall to collect my colour contact !
Woots ! thh person teach me hw to put ! Kenesaiii ! i dun0e hw to take out DD:
qot LOADS and LOADS of tears manns .
annd i kept touchinq my eyeball ! ohhmyyy !
thank godd i didnt pintch my eyeball out :D
Whewwww ! took alr , went to buy matildddaaaa's stuff annd then headed homeee !
wad a borinq day ! and thht contact make me look no diff onee lorhs
Grey ~ ; uhhs huhh . -.-

make no diff ~

2008-09-05T13:17:00.000+07:00

Fuck upp manxzxzxz !
GARRRRR ; everyone's talkinq abt transferinq schs .
from here to there . there to here -.-
i also feel like doinq that ;P i wanna qo CANBERRER SEC ~
my AiaiCuz thhere ; or? greendale? bt i cant possibly leave JJdearest in Bowen?
hmmmm ; well , i dont even plan to transfer .

ytd `5Septo8
blahhsblahhhs ; wokke up at 10 ; damm early one . went to prepare & train dwn to Hougang station to meet up Laopo :D i MISS her lyk %$@ ! met her lerhs jiu bus down to meet YW sweetheart ;
saddedd ; Dearest couldnt join us . it's been LONG since we 4 sisters qo out tgt lerhs .
i Miss & Love u all girlfriends <33
we went outside sweetheart's sch to brinq her :D shhe qot band?
wahsehh . aneh guai .. Holis still qo bak for practise .
aft thht , we went to walkwalk iin th terrace houses . Laopo went to smokeee . i DIDNT !
bought drinks and thhen bus down to Whitesand .
went into thh piercinq shop . Sweetheart waited for very lonq thhere .
cos she's thinkinq of piercinq her lips ! hahs! i also wan another oneee !
bt there's loadds of ppl advice me to stop piercinqs lahhs DD:
then aft thht , went to eat annd walk ard thh mall . ohhmyy
so sians lahhs thh mall .
we decided to qo other place slack . so went to thh dun0e ? ppl catch prawns and fishes thhere and slack .
i kept playinq sweetheart's PSP :D hahs !
FUN FUN FUN ! DJ max !
and thhen rain heavily and we bus bak home as there's nth to do . was so boreddddd ~
then train bak homeee ! && that Matilddddaaa is slackkinq slackkinq and slackkinq -.-
wth .
went over to heartland mall to buy smth . which cost me ALOT ! T_T
i'm soooo POOOR now !!!
shall ask mum for more money tonight :DDDD
Yeeeeps !

2008-09-03T12:23:00.000+07:00

alrights ;
BLOGBLOG !
my bloq's nt rottinq rights? :DD
ytd 2Sept08
woke up and prepare ; bus down to marmie's block to meet her and Nuer :D ie Miss them lyk hell ! ohhmy . i spent SOOOO lonq preparinq as i'm makinq my stupid hair . i look lyk a walkinq mushroom -.- HAHS! well , when sch reopen , i wont be gg sch LIKE THAT ! ohhh PurLEASEEE ! i'm jus makinq a fool of myself . mayb i would consider fringe extension :D hoho~ so i wont look so retarded lahhs .
Reach thhere , sat dwn at thh void deck to slack awhile , annd then headed to sch . on thh way there , saw one of my JUNIOR in Primary sch, kept starinq at her . she was givinq a kind of innocent look . oh ! Jus fuck off will u ? she's an idiot ! back at last yr , shhe always find trouble with us lahs . prefect so wad? act yi qe only -.-
Well , reach sch , was coverinq my face . it's like . damm fuckinq hell ugly DD: ASSHOLEEEE !
then math remedial . blahblahs and so on . it's BORINGGG ~
thh aircon is so damm cold one lahs!
aft thht , Marmie and Nuer send me to thh bus-stop :D and Farewell .
i missed one bus -.- and took another one . when i reachh thhe MRT station , i missed thh train . wad a day manxzxzxz ! so waited for another train , i smsed him keep me company la hor? i'm ALL ALONE ! -.- Boredddd ~
so train down to Bugis to meet Laopo , Dearest and co.
that AhSiao CHILAM oso thhere . HAHS! so we went to walk ard . was TIREDDD ; thhey say i emo -.- Dearest buy Bag damm lonq de sehs ! and she couldn't qet to buy her slippers ! -.-
aft thht , Laopo went to smoke . i SWEAR I DIDNT EVEN TOUCH THAT ONE STICK !
i SoomPAAAA !
i wanna QUIT QUIT QUIT ! it's soooooooo difficult ! D:
Can anybody help me? Pleassseee! ><
alrights , aft thht , at ard 5+ 6 . i feel damm tired lahhs , then as laopo qq to Compass , we all headed home lorhs . wahhsehhs . train back . so BORING derhs lahs !
in train , we crap lyk $^%~@#^)%*^ . hahas! then reached home .

That's all i guess .
i'm gg heartland to meet matildddaaaaa now :D
bye peeps !

2008-08-30T21:05:00.000+07:00

Hello blog ! i finally qot bak thh mood of bloqqinq ! :DDD
Today woke up early ! 9+ i guess , or 10?
couldnt find my foneeee ! D:
throw my pillows and blankets up and down ;
and finally found it :DD
&& immediately sms him , ytd sms him halfway & fell asleep !
SORRRRYYY ! ><> him.
Woke him up when he's sleepinq :X so i say i qo bloq and hhe qo to sleep :D
waited for mum , dad and matildddaaa , okies , they're dammdamm LONG wan cans !
lalala~ so off we went , to Thomson thhere , ate Prata for Breakfast .
theyre crappinq ALOTALOT ! more like friends than Family -.-
left thh place and went to rebond !
WAHLAOOO ! tiis is my 3rd rebondinqq -.-
took abt 3 to 4 hours sittinq thhere , me and matildddaaaa .
veryVery lonq lahhss , thh person cut my fringe .
Damm short DD;
No face to see people . wahlao . look fuckinq innocent , stupid and like a retarded !
damm act cute de hairstyle lahs . NABEH ! _l_
i'm damm angry and regretted lahs ! CB ! $%@!##$&@
ewww ewww ewwww !

Lanjiaobin sehs !

act innocent de fucker !

GARRRRR! look at it , i'm really fuckinq Retarded !
Mirror is my enemy now ! donT COME FACE ME !
aft rebondinq went to eat lunch+Dinner . cos ended at 3+ 4 lyk that .
then headed to Point's NTUC to buy my makeup and FBTs :D
damm dulan . went thhere look at thh mirror , saw my hair lyk . curly curly , dry dry at thh end!
SHAGS ! spoilt ! _l_ NABEHHHHH !
Complain Complain and COMPLAIN !
LOUSY SALON ! BOOOOOOOOSHIT !
so headed back to thh Salon and complain , thhey cut my hair ,
Damm short _l_ wad a bad day for me indeed DD:
ohmyyyy ! SHAGS !
aft thht , went to heartland mall .
bought my colour contact :DDDD
yay! blue and gray ! bt nxt time then qo down take D:
awwww ><>thks him for accompany-inq talk for thh whole day :D
u rocks =D

2008-08-24T12:29:00.001+07:00

yeahsss ;
u people wanna knw whad happened?
why not ask some of my close friends face to face abt it?
i wont be entertaininq all craps . && people . please DONT ask me whad happened .
it's a complicated situation .
it's indeed onee .
Discipline teachers are bullshit .

23Aug08 .
qot some kinda party downstairs my house .
sucks manxzxz. so damm fuckinq borinq .
tio taiji alr stil qot party? wtf only !
&& night talk to marmie on thh fone .
damm funny and crazy 1 la shhe !
we're talkinq abt thh taiji , she's talking abt hher grandmother fallinq down ._.
HAHAHAHS! and i joined in too .

alrights ; hhere are some pics .

whad a fake smile ._.

Jus beinq playful :P

This is too much ;X

2008-08-21T16:50:00.000+07:00

alrights ; many things happened this few days !
i dontwanna have taiji alr lahs cans?
qot taiji with EnJie . Deelan will ask his AST friend . Enjie will ask 4T1 ppl .
wahlan ? gang fight or simi?
summore this 2 are imp ppl to me rights?
i'm sorry tht i showed attitude annd shouted at u people over thh fone.
i'm just very pissedd off lahhs D:
it's not my fault oso rights?

2008-08-19T16:59:00.001+07:00

Hmms? am tryinq to make my post LONG :D
cos short post ; i read alr . dou borinq lorhs .
:X well , firstly ; i'm quite happy thht me and Enjie have no prob alr .
i'm a taiji free person now alrights . dont come find trouble with me .

Today ; i was kinda late aqain ; Music had alr started playinq .
went down finnd a1 peeps once again annd thhen went up to parade square for assembly .
wahlannn . it seems thhat my life is borinq . everyday is thh same .
we had lower sec hair check today -.- FUCK MANXZXZXZ !
i pin up ALL MY FRINGE ! ohmyyy . indeed look lyk a retardeddd ;
thhat made AhJie , AhMei and Nuer Freak out ;X
Stupid Angie Goh ; its thh 1st time my hair isnt caught . bt FINGERNAIL !
it has been lonq since thhey check our nails D:
saddeddd . my SHORT nails make my finger look SHORT ! =/

today first period was math . nothinq really much happened ._.
was indeed borinq . i'm startinq to hate Math && i'm sure gonna miss ahlian ;X
he's leavinq our class ! && msNORMALA is cominq back . GHOSHHHHHH !
SIANS MANS . i dont kinda like her .
cos she asked monqmonq to stay away from me . cos i have loads of piercinqs ):
assholeeee ! _l_
Recess , went to Canteen to buy a drink . as i was pesterinq Marmie for a drink durinq math .
which made her sibehh dulan :D Sorry lo ><
went to find for Dearest and went canteen . bought my drink and settle down with Nuer and so.
had a nice talk with Peggy and Dearest . HAHS!
Kelly Jie didnt went to sch today ):
LOLS ! && Peggy was indeed FUNNY 1 cans? hahs!
we crap loadddss ! && yeahs abt guys ;X
hahs! went backk to class aft thht .
Fuckinq syamir kicked me . fat ass . KNNB . PCB lahs .

2008-08-18T19:36:00.000+07:00

okies ; i really have no mood to talk today ;
went to sch . i was kinda late , deelan and norvan went to th foyer to pick me up .
so sweet of 'em :D
went down , meet a1peeps annd thhen went up to parade square .
sis didnt went to sch ):
so NOT fun la . jus wonderinq how am i qq to survive next year without her ):
sch is indeed borinq without thht mad qiirl ;
GARRRRR ; wished she could retain annd accompany me one more year . JUST ONE LAST ONE ! alrights ; when shhe see tiis , she's qonna SHOUT at me -.-
wat's so qood abt express?! ohyeahs . they're jus a group of ppl who look down on Normal A/T people -.- tis year de sec 1 jiu shi zhe yanq -.- tamade
okies ; first period is Geog . BORING . thh tcher is not here . fuck laa .
our CommonT. paper ?! i wanna knw my results! i couldnt sleep thh whole night ytd as i kept thinkinq abt my marks! ohmyy . i've only gotten As and Bs . i dont wan a fuckinq C to pop out !
GARRRRRRRR ;
i told my parents , with piercinqs , i scored well :D
&& yeahs . they scolded me D: asshole ! _l_
alrights . bak to topic . Relieve tcher came . i was emo-inq in class laaa . sians .
qot so many taiji today . 1st period is Mr ahmad relieve . then next is MrLian
ohmy . Mr Lian is leavinq . Next week is his last week D:
dun0e if shld i be happy or sad? as thh way hhe teaches us . no1 could understand wat he's talkinq abt . bt in his class . is always noisy . Compare to MsNormala's class T_T
sobbs . ohhhyeahhss
i asked MrLian abt Tattoos . HE'VE GOT ONE
ohmyGODGODGOD ! i'm so damm JEALOUS LA !
he qot one Eagle at his chest . ohmy . i wanna see ;X Ew . he cant possibly strip ;X
Alrights , Recess . lalala~ Suda told me manimani thinqs.
ohmy . && she gave a VERY VERY nice so call handphone strip? thks loads marmie !
iLOVEyou . alrights . i nearly cried when she gave me that . Eyes became so wattery .
damm paiisehh de laaa . dawn said i wanna cry T_T
okies && thhen ? MT . sucks . i didnt passup my 'zuo ye' . tcher talkinq hell of craps .
and me and DJ talkinq abt taiji stuff -.- sians sehsss !
we're passinq letters ard for thh last half MT period :D
end of MT period ; went to find one of thh E4 girl's taiji . i didnt knw wat happened at 1st either . -.- i jus talk 2 her for awhile .
Aft MT is Math ! MrLian aqain . made him damm angry. =x
Then Rahmat's LESSON ! makke simi Clay sai eh . wahlann . it's ERXIN de la ! cans?!
then i went to make deelan :P i didnt talk much to Enjie . alrights . i'll meantion wad happened later . alrights , thhen everythinqq . was BOREDDD , went to hall .
lalala ~ BORING LORHS . its jus a waste of time in thh hall . i'm makinq Jie and Marmie was laughinq lyk hell -.-
lols . aft thht , went to canteen to slack && went to 3rd floor find Dearest's cutegirlgirl -.-
LOLS . then rush bak to class . g0 thhere slackslack .
then MrLian is our tcher aqain . omq . lols !
i made alot of noise ;X && i give up on thht fuckinq panda clay.
KNN ! SO DAMM DIFFICULT TO MAKE ! IT'S REALLY A WASTE OF TIME
SHIT LAHS !
okies , Those fuckers dirty my table -.- ask HER clean my table lyk wantinq HER to die ?
WTF ! i hate my table la . summore thht fuckinq clay is dammdamm SMELLY WAN CANS?!
ew lahs ! asshole kia .
Karl oso Dulan when he saw his table .
okies ; && i shouted at thh class to ask thhem to Shutup . =X damm paiiseh de .
bt Dawn wanted me to do so . so i shouted .
lalala ~ thhen qo homee . kept wantinq to ask Dearest to qo Bugis . BUT KEEP FORGETTING .
TMD la !
okies , we went to Mac to eat && talk . Me , Marmie , Jie && Nuer <33
sad la . Ahmei not thhere . she pon thh W.A.D thingy .
alrights. thhen aft thht , went to 944 to slack. playground to play .
Ring sis ; ask her qo Heartland mall . She dowan -.- she's SCAREDDDD of GHOSSTTT !
16 years old . hmms? cans la ;x
retarded sehs ! i nt scared ; she so scared for wad =x
so in thh end she never qo la . so Marmie annd so waited with me for my bus .
and i bus-ed back home . plenty of thoughts :D
Kelly Jie & Deelan sms-ed me . Dearest called me . chat awhile .
&& then walked home . ran away from thh guard . cos i've forqotten to brinq my hse key ;x
Reach home , slack slack slack .

Norvan/Enjie called me he said hhe wanna be stranger with me . FINE ! i cant stop him . we so call quarreled on thh fone . i used loud tone to talk 2 him . alrights . i feel kinda bad cos i've never done thht since ages ! its like really really scold la .
okies , if u people dont like anythinq abt me . why not come face 2 face tell me?
why do u have to tell sum1 then th person spread and spread and spread till my side?
dont u think that it's stupid and i may think that u're hum?
i'm NOT talkinq abt Norvan here . jus wanna let everyone know that .
at thh end taiji settle?
i dun0e if it's qood or bad . i knw many thinqs .
i jus keep my mouth shut . yeahs. and Alien1 & Alien2 . you 2 people .
Alien1 , i knw wad u're up to && yeahs . i dont need u to be in my life :D
u are nobody to me ! cos u're no one special .
Alien2 ; u're another idiot . yeahs ! wat u said . wont affect my life :D
u dare , as i said come face to face tell me la . i wont mind .
come 1 on 1 settle taiji if u dare :D
i'll be waitinq .

2008-08-17T11:25:00.000+07:00

Alrights ;
yesterdae 160808
Wokke up at 11+ lyk thhat , went to prepare annd train down to Houqang station to meet Kelly Jie :)
meet alr , gave her a barbel . thhen we bus-ed 161 to Woodlands interchange . wahsehs !
damm lonq one cans? me and hher talked ALOT ALOT iin thh bus .
all random stuff :D it's like? 3D3N cannt finish talkinq .
&& she teaches me how to play with my barbel in my lips and Tongue .
i cant find th hole ! but slowly slowly learn la deyy !
thhen awhile ; finally cans :D hees~
thhen we train thhere ; annd thhen bus aqain to ? dun0e where .
then q0 thhere walkwalk . Actualli intend to bus to Juronq bt too lonq !
then aft thht , went to mac to eat feelinq cold , we went outside mac thhere to slack awhilee .
then was bored , so went one of thh void deck near thh mall to slack .
i knw alot alot abt Jie's life . Some part i find it sad laa .
it's so fun talkinq to hher :D
alrights ; thhen at ard 4.45 , we took LRT down to Chua Chu Kanq && then train to AMK .
Reach AMK at 5 . went to Hub walkwalk .
went to NTUC =x and manymany shops .
Jie shout damm loud 1 cans? ;X
LOLS . Power sehs :D
at ard 5+ 6 , shhe needa go home , as she's qq dinninq out with hher mother .
&& we called our parents to come brinq us home , as i THOUGHT i was also qoinq out -.-
then farewell .
had a dammdamm great time with her =D

aft thht , iin th car ; was makinq a hell of noise :D
thhen dad went to fetch sis . waited for hher damm lonq .
iin thh car keep kaopei . till dad cannt tarhan me -.-
then sis came dwn and immediately went home .
rinq mum , she was outside . sians
thhen reach home , slack for awhile && then went downstairs to thh so call KTV room .
watched movie annd so .
Sians la . i fell asleep iin thh room .
it's DAMM cold 1 cans?! assholeee !
alrights ; & then at 10 , went back homee . and went downstairs aqain .
sat at thh chair by thh swimminq pool . relax siol !
then ? fell asleep thhere ,
woke up at 12am++ thhen headed bak home .
Deelan sms-ed me =D
Ohmy . && i was sick ;X
fuck !!!!!!

2008-08-15T20:59:00.001+07:00

Alrights ; i'm waitinq for sumone to talk 2 me .
as the PERSON is bloqqinq , i may as well bloq :D
my Lips infection till damm jiatlat -.-
SIBEHHHH ERXIN derhs .
May look alrights . bbt whhen those yellowyellow thingy come out ;
it's like, EW !

Today ; went to sch & once again , Bench to slack :)
went thhere sleep awhile . not feelinq well ):
had sore eyes && Flu . my hse is indeed dirty
was screamminq lyk hell when dad wanna put thht eye drop into my eyes !
ohmyyyy ! if i'm alr screamminq lyk tis ?!
how am i suppose to buy my COLOUR CONTACT ?!
fuckfuckfuck !
ohyeahs; i'm buyinq it soon :D
okies , assembly . Victoria never come find me .
i count myself VERY VERY lucky =D hoho .
pon so many times CCA . shhe said wanna call parents -.-
fuckk _l_
okies , went back to class ; PE , went to thh Dance thingy .
BORINGGG , wish time faster past .
Recess , went to change into Uniform and went to canteen for awhile .
Helped Dearest took a guy's num -.-
ZZZZZZZZZZZZ . she's qq to buy me a soft toy as for return
YAY ;X Actualli i was just kiddinq with her .
Alrights , went to class , that TAN return us our Science CT paper .
sians . 43 43 43 . && parent's still scoldinq . yeahs .
they think that Sec1 paper are always easy & very easy to score .
yeahsYeahs -.-
Aft thht ART . okies , headache cominq back ;
i lie down on my table . feelinq damm sick .
ohmyyy . shags . suda showed concern :D hoho . thks dar♥
thhen Deelan also say i sick ; Norvan asked if i'm alrights .
thks people for ur concern =] i'm perfectly alright now . but not jus NOW ;X
alrights , LifeLIT . deelan kena scolded .
wahlannnn . Fuck lahsss .
summore he extend-ed his tongue de hole .
OHMY . loads and loads of blood came rushinq out !
So i asked him to stop . Well , many many things happened .
thht Rahmat say i wanna challenge Deelan that's why i pierced everywhere .
He Once said i can married a indian -.- asshole .
Okies , Sch thhen ended .
Went to Point to Eat With Marmie , dearest , Jie and Nuer .
0n thh way saw Narisha ; thhen shhe joined us for awhile.
yeahs , saw Matildddaaa thhere . woooo . i borrowed $10 from her ;X
&& then went to 944 thhere && slack . talked loads to thhem :D
laughinq lyk hell . teasinq suda . once aqain , i'm not feelinq well .
wtf ? asshole laa .
aft thht , walk back home . went to playground to look for Deelan as Dingju & Andy couldnt make it . they have CCAs -.-
so we walk ard . wahlaoooo ! hhe damm baddddd ! kept disiao-inq me !
LOLS . aft thht , went home .
That's my borinq dayy .

2008-08-14T17:04:00.000+07:00

fuck la ;X Parents's expectation is always fuckinq hiqh . CB
alrights . here's my lousy results -.-
Express Math Paper : 33/50
MT : 52/70
Sci : 43/50
Fuck lah . nabeh . scold summore la .
parents suckers .

2008-08-11T21:52:00.000+07:00

Sg is always so beautiful :D

Sometime ; i find myself look very VERY VERY matured . -.-

Alrights ;
Today , umm? wad did i do? it's like . so damm borinq lahss . wake up at 8+ , i went to enlarge my lip hole . wahsehs . PAINPAINPAIN ><
last time my lips only can put a earstick . now staright away i put a barbel in .
was damm painful derhs LAHS !
orhh - kaae .
&& then went online . talked to? 4qotten who ;X
Suda i quess , thhen i went t0 d0 my home Econ . BORINGGGGG .
thks marmie for thh info :D eu rock manzxzxzx.
<33 muacks las .
Aft thht ; ? well , sorry , i've forgotten wad happened !
okies , went to take a nap at 4+ .
Headache . ohmy . Sis's also sick . -.- wth
thhen aft thht , woke upp annd went out awhile .
to Mall ; buy stuff and so .
then rush down to point help MATILDDDAAA buy hher prez for hher friend .
_l_ fiish ;X
was so rush sehs , Bought her prez thhen went home .
Sms-ed Deelan for thh whole day .
Thanks b0i for keepinq me company :DDDD

2008-08-10T12:17:00.000+07:00

8th august .
Went to Chanqi Hosp . alrights . thhere sucks . cans?
its So damm wet inside && we went in . kinda fun la =D
1st buildinq . then to thh 2nd buildinq .
2nd buildinq SUCKS . it's so DARK although its in thh daylight . wanlann ;
sucks de lorhs . summore thh stairs , the lift , th operation theatre && thh ward .
it's damm scary . and most scariest ; BUTTERFLY EVERYWHERE .
-.- only me , HIM , Erzi and KinSenq went in ;
Dearest , AhMei , Mummy , Sayanq , Nuer & Guanghui waited outside .
Aft explorinq , went out & couldn't fiind thhem .
They called && said thhey head-inq to Changi Beach .
when we're walkinq thh slope down , KINSENG WANTED TO ROLL DOWN .
LAMEOOO
-.- we went to thh wrong direction && walked 1 whole biq round . how stupid of us .
aft tht , Erzi and Kinsenq walked infront of us .
with him walkinq by my side . i felt so safe walkinq beside him . we talked and play? hhe didnt talk 2 me much as he has a little headache ): saddedd ;
i tell him all thh thinqs i wanted to say ; hhe did ask for a patch .
we wanted to wait for 21Aug ? maybe .
i realised i still love him deep down from my heart .
alrights ; aft thht , went to Changi beach , reach thhere at 5+ .
went to sit down at thh sand . && look at thh sea annd thh sky .
plently of thoughts iin my mind (:
i felt happy after sayinq whad i wanted to say ; things in my heart .
alrights , aft thht , headed to thh bus-stop .
took 109 back . fall asleep on marmie's shoulder .
Woke upp , look at him . hhe look so sick . haish ; && me and Dearest went CRAZY !
shoutinq away ; playin .
Nuer sitinq beside Dearest lookinq scared , annd marmie feelinq embarassed .
WAHHAHAHAS ! :D
aft thht , reach my stop , alighted with Dearest && ErZi .
Change bus to 101 . Alrights . let's skip tis part . i dont knoe how to say .
bus-ed home with Erzi . hhe sent me home .
alrights ; reach home , 4gotten whad i did && went to sleep?

9August
Wokke up at 12+ ; hhe called me . and talked to him for awhile ; aft thht , tuition tcher came annd went out to tuition . at 3+ ShiXian came . went to eat sushi annd thhen headed to thh whad national thinq . well . Reach thhere , so many ppl de cans?
ohhmy && thh floor is so damm wet . EWK .
i fell asleep . Thks to thh cap on my head =X
&& hhe sms-ed me ; i smsed marmie =D
talk annd talk and talkk ;
th thinq end at 8+ . so we headed to thh car. ohmy .
it's damm scary. so mani mani people !
i pushed ShiXian to thh guys thhere . we laugh and laugh and laugh .
&& talked and played so loudly .
it's kinda embarassed standinq beside me .
everyone's lookinq at me . alrights ; i'm indeed seekinq attention =X
We headed to Cine leisure thh KBox right aft we left thh place .
reachh thhere at 9.30 .
i'm like drunk . kept laughinq . annd sleepinq and lyinq on MATILDDAAA .
LOLS .
HE and marmie sms-ed me . HE's fever okies alr (: yeahs mans!
and i jio Marmie out on Monday?
talk & takk and talk
at 12.30 . left thh place .
i fell asleep iin thh car . Reach home at 1+ 2am , again . i asked dad where are we .
annd i walked to thh wrong block . =X
ohmy . asshole =x damm paiseh .><.
reach home ; wash up ; Lights off . =D

10August
woke up damm late aqain ;
HE called me . i didnt pick up . =X cos sleepinq .
shags ; T_T
feel lyk callinq him backk ! bt afraid he's restinq and i'm disturbinq him .
so waitinq for his call D:
Quick Quick call me .
alrights. gg to talk 2 Dearest and Ahmei now
end hhere =D